Wildfleurs -> RE: Sensations that make you go crazy in a not good sort of way (12/8/2006 5:20:52 AM)
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ORIGINAL: mistoferin We all have sensations that we love and hate, but are there any sensations that make you just go nuts....like bad panic if I can't get away from this I think I'm going to lose my mind or die kind of way? Now I am not talking about sensations that hit mental triggers or cause flashbacks. Just sensations that are so overwhelming that you just can't take it? For me, it's tickling my armpits, my feet or especially those creases on my lower abdomen where my legs meet my groin. I go absolutely apeshit nuts to the point that if I am bound I think I might literally rip my limbs out of their sockets in an attempt to get free. My anxiety level goes through the roof and I just totally panic and can't even breathe. I find this very odd because I can handle some pretty intense sensations. I can handle a boatload of pain....but it is the tickling that throws me right into a chaotic downward spiral. Anyone else have something that puts them too far over the edge? For some really strange reason single tails just don't put me in a good headspace (they put me in this I can't take this pain, I suck as a slave, I can't show him that I can't take this pain downward spiral of self pity). Partially its something about the sensation that from the first hit it just makes me want to cry (not in a good sort of way) and then brings on this series of bad thoughts. He doesn't use a singletail regularly and I know that it does it to me, so I can usually work through it and/or bounce back after it through a variety of (coping) mechanisms. C~ Edited to add: And I HATE HATE the sound of singletails cracking. It is the stupidest, loudest, and most annoying noise in the world.
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