agirl -> RE: Does he own my womb? (12/11/2006 8:43:05 AM)
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ORIGINAL: starshineowned and when you disobey..are you then prompted/disciplined/punished what have you in order to correct that which you disobeyed? Does this then correct it so that you don't go and do it again or even want to? If it does..then all is well. If you defiantly go and do it again knowing it is against the wishes/will of your owner..well then think it's obvious what I think. Slaves will be disobedient to things they do not know until they are taught. Once they are taught however, if they continue to be disobedient in that same area..well then think it is obvious what I think. So if the part about :" If you need alittle prompting or push to abide to that, and do..then all is well" was not missed in the previous post..What you are then telling me is that you can be a slave and do whatever it is you want..when you want..regardless of what the Owners will would be. Does that about sum it up? If that is the case..whats your purpose of saying you are owned or a slave? Really because the only thing I understand that if I willfully go against the Owner..then it's not going to be a pretty sight, and there is no doubt that if I went and did it again after correction that I'd no longer be his slave..period. That no longer being his slave=living death in my eyes because I didn't come to be a slave because I thought it was a fun, nifty, coolies thing to just run out and do. It is most definetely only my idea of what the word "slave" means and it is most definetely Not based off of bdsm, or the Gor fiction books. Well Wishes starshine Happy slave of Master Delvin You describe your slavery very clearly. Funnily enough, I didn't choose to be a slave because it seemed a fun thing to do that day, either. Not everyone chooses to live this way because they have a deep desire to please or is submissive. I am not submissive and don't think of my master first.........most often I think of myself first. He doesn't *need* me to do that but if he did, you can bet your life he'd make it happen, eventually, one way or another. My situation is different to yours but I am nevertheless, still an owned slave. There is no *purpose* in saying I'm owned, it's just a fact. He has the right and the authority to force me to live exactly how he chooses. If I'm disobedient.....then he owns a disobedient slave at that moment. He still owns me. I am still his slave. And I WILL regret disobedience. I find it quite a challenge to live this way..........but it's the still the best way for me to live. He accepted me AS me, he knew every facet of my nature and personality..........he's strong enough, confident enough and skilled enough to manage someone that isn't submissive. It's not everyone's cup of tea.........but it's obviously his. agirl
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