SDFemDom4cuck
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I am remembering how I literally used to shiver and shake whenever my ex (and only) Dominant held me close. It was like a reaction to being cold and also having an orgasm, in many ways. He didn't even need to do anything in particular, really - just hold me or hug me, or sometimes just stand next to me to have me react this way.
We recently parted ways on not very amicable terms. And despite that, I can't seem to help myself. I miss that feeling. And sometimes, I miss him (although I won't go back there, ever, ever). Is this unusual?
I am reminded when I think of him, of the lyrics of that song "Back on the Train" by Chryssie Hynde (of the music group "The Pretenders"). She is one of my favorites -
"Like a break in the battle, was your part.
In the wretched life of a lonely heart".
"Now it's back on the train. Back on the chain gang."
I just miss that closeness, is all, I suppose. It was like a warm blanket and unique to him, though. This year, I am not liking the holidays as much as usual.
I can deal, though. Forgive my whining and crying, please.
- Susan
Susan
First and foremost a big hug. There is nothing to forgive, after all this is a community, a family, and where else but here can you go to find those that understand? That is what it is all about...comfort, support, advice and understanding.
I'm not sure if this will help but when I lost my sub years ago someone shared this at his service and it has helped in all the ensuing years.
Everyone we encounter in life crosses our path for a reason. Whether the outcome is joyful or painful we can't know in the beginning. We can simply enjoy it for the length of the road it takes us along. Some travel along with us for many miles, others for a short while. Sometimes those paths cross and meander. They climb over hills, dip into valleys and fold back upon themselves. They combine together and form a wider path to be traveled together. Others separate and go off to their own directions; unplanned and unexpectedly. It is all part of the journey of life. From every one that crosses our path there is a lesson to be learned from them; about ourselves and about others. Enjoy the journey but always remember the lesson.
I know everyone has been quoting song lyrics but I'm reminded more of my favorite poem.
The Road Not Taken
Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
and looked down one as far as I could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that, the passing there
had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no feet had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference
_____________________________
Ms Jo
She dealt her pretty words like Blades -
How glittering they shone -
And every One unbared a Nerve
Or wantoned with a Bone -
I want a sensitive man - one who'll cry when I hit him.
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RE: Distant melancholy-sweet memories - 
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