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Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 8:23:19 AM   
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I've always had wierd dreams, but last night really topped them off.  Wondering if anyone might have any clue if there's any meaning to them as they both hit close to home.

The first dream was with my dreaded step father, who i hate more then you'd think possible.  I would probably cheer if he died, i think i cheered when his mother died.  Any who, in the dream i ended up having abit of a graphic intimate relationship with him.   (can we say ummmmmm?)

The next dream i was around this couple and i couldnt figure out who the man was, but i knew him.  Anywho, they wanted me to be a drug mule by being a swallower.  Which of course i absolutetly refused, not only because it was dumb but oddly in the dream my mothers words kept coming back to me about swallowers.  They die quick.  So i removed myself from the situation and god only knows how it happened, but they had my daughter.  (she wasnt apart of the dream until this point)  So i grabbed some people and yadda yadda - we found out where they were going.  A fashion show.  So we're all waiting outside the stage  my daughter walked out on stage with two little girls at her side with a b-o-m-b strapped to her chest.  Smiled and waved at me.   Rushed on stage, hugged her and decided that if she was going, i was going with her.  I sat there thinking about it and concluded that i didnt want to live with out her.  The b-o-m-b amazingly came off very easily.  The dream ended bloody as i walked up to a cop nearby, snagged his gun and went into the back and started smashing their faces in.  Then i shot him in the nuts.

i amazingly woke up to xmas music.  lol


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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 8:29:42 AM   
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Wow.  Dreams are a favorite subject of mine.  Unfortunately I can't comment right now because I at work and the accountant is wandering nearby.  I need time to think about it, anyway. 

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 8:40:52 AM   
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Most dreams tell you of something that you are subconciously hiding (not bein ga homicidal killer) There are places you can look up online, but the only problem is, like many things they put their own spin on them. Its like Tarot cards, many people interpret them diffrently. Weird for me, because i when i did them for my slave, we kept coming out with kids lol, the weird part is that 4 years down the line we haven't got any. Oh well, enough about me, you could be having some fears about your kids etc, would be interesting to look up though.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 9:01:28 AM   
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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 9:48:57 AM   
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To me..the dream is evaluating what is important to you and how much you would be willing to put up with to keep "you".

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 1:39:11 PM   
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The first dream was with my dreaded step father, who i hate more then you'd think possible.  I would probably cheer if he died, i think i cheered when his mother died.  Any who, in the dream i ended up having abit of a graphic intimate relationship with him.   (can we say ummmmmm?)

Make love, not war? Time for a reconciliation, if not with him, then with the memory of him?

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The next dream i was around this couple and i couldnt figure out who the man was, but i knew him.  Anywho, they wanted me to be a drug mule by being a swallower.  Which of course i absolutetly refused, not only because it was dumb but oddly in the dream my mothers words kept coming back to me about swallowers.  They die quick.  So i removed myself from the situation and god only knows how it happened, but they had my daughter.  (she wasnt apart of the dream until this point)  So i grabbed some people and yadda yadda - we found out where they were going.  A fashion show.  So we're all waiting outside the stage  my daughter walked out on stage with two little girls at her side with a b-o-m-b strapped to her chest.  Smiled and waved at me.   Rushed on stage, hugged her and decided that if she was going, i was going with her.  I sat there thinking about it and concluded that i didnt want to live with out her.  The b-o-m-b amazingly came off very easily.  The dream ended bloody as i walked up to a cop nearby, snagged his gun and went into the back and started smashing their faces in.  Then i shot him in the nuts.

You are opposed to drugs and to swallowing semen and your dream subconscious links both of them. You are afraid that if you do not swallow semen it will be taken out on your daughter, who is the hostage of your obedience. However, when your daughter is threatened you turn into a tigress and destroy the genitals of the enemy.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 3:21:13 PM   
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I do not know you well enough to know what your dreams may mean, while symbolic, they are tied into your own life experience, so, for example, the intimate encounter with the hated step-father may (and I stress MAY) imply a need to overcome a dislike or revulsion of someone or something...or maybe it means you should lidten to said reluctance in the face of pressure...like I said I would have to know you and your life a lot better in odrer to hazard a guess at the meaning of something as personal as a dream.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/22/2006 9:16:05 PM   
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Some of this has been covered by others but this is my take on the subject.
 
I am a believer in the theory that dreams are our sub-conscious mind trying to tell the conscious mind things it doesn’t want to hear – so it disguises everything in symbols. The challenge is in deciphering the symbolism. This is complicated by the fact that not all symbols fall into the universal or cultural categories – some of the symbols will be personal to you.

Equally important I believe (and often overlooked) is the emotional states you are feeling in the dream. What was your emotional state when your dream self was having the "graphic intimate relationship" with your stepfather. Was it happiness? Revulsion? Contentment? Anger?

Third, when you write down your dreams, go back and read carefully what you have written. Often a sentence or two, when removed from the context of the dream will have a startling clarity in reference to a real world situation.

As for my take on what you have written, well, I don’t know you or your life history so I don’t want to make any unwarranted assumptions (and if I am getting to personal here please feel free to tell me to mind my own fucking business) but I have to ask, did you stepfather sexually abuse you? That would certainly be a valid reason for hating him. It would also be a valid reason to fear for your own daughter (who was endangered in the second dream).

Overall I see a theme of being used in both dreams and a theme of revenge in the second dream. The sentence "Then I shot him in the nuts" is very telling. One doesn’t have to be a psychologist to realize that this show a desire to get revenge against a man and not just for any old thing (why didn’t you shoot him in the chest?) but for doing something with his genitals that he shouldn’t be doing (like rape or incest).

"i couldnt figure out who the man was, but i knew him." I also find this sentence interesting. To me it sounds like "I know it was my stepfather but I can’t figure out why he did those terrible things."

Then again, maybe I’m just talking out of my ass. Like I said, I really don’t know your situation to analyze it. I do hope you figure it out, though.

I also wish you a merry Christmas and health and happiness in the new year.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 3:28:57 AM   
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I revise my interpretation of your first dream. New interpretation: your subconscious is telling you that you are having sex with the enemy.
 
My interpretation of the second dream does not change. This added: male genitals are the enemy threatening your daughter.
Your subconscious may also be trying to tell you that you are pregnant with one or two more daughters and that the danger to your older daughter will be most imminent at the end of gestation: she comes onstage a b-o-m-b attached. Here both the b-o-m-b and coming onstage each signify both giving birth and the danger to your older daughter.
 
Your subconscious also tells you that the peril may be easily defused.
 
Make certain that your master will somehow be sexually satisfied at the end of gestation, when you perhaps are prohibited from having intercourse with him, and do not want to satisfy him orally, or make sure that your daughter is inaccessible to him at that time.
 
The non-verbal communication skills of your subconscious are impressive.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 3:45:57 AM   
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Of course if you really wanted to try some reverse cod pyschology you could say that Devilslilsister cant face up to how unwarranted was her hatred of her step father and how wicked was her enjoyment when his mother died. Therefore her subconcious creates a threat to her daughter which allows Ms DLS further scope and JUSTIFICATION for her aggression.
Dont forget that the stepfather will have intruded on a relationship that Ms DLS wanted for herself, with her mother.

In the first dream she offers sexual intimacy to the one she says she hates.
In the second dream she says she couldnt figure out who the male was. Obviously the step father.

Only spekulatin...like you do.lol

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 3:51:35 AM   
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Ok I will give it a go..

First your daughter wasnt your daughter, you perceived her in the dream as she symbolises innocence, she was actually you.
The rest of the dream centers around sex, so I would say from the dream you've got a lot of anger and shame and bad feelings around your sexuality bottled up inside you.
The innocent you, has a bomb attached, (time bomb waiting to go off)..its all very fearful...yet..the bomb comes off easily...so maybe whatever it is that is inside you ....that is giving you these bad feelings around sexuality is atually going to be fixed with less hassle than you think it will be to fix. Sometimes we have to let things go and not perpetuate things by holding onto grievances.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 5:57:14 AM   
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My intrepration is you were asleep and had a dream.



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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 7:49:28 AM   
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Tho' my post was facetious I do believe that the mental images  we experience when drowsy or asleep can be meaningful. For an outside person to fathom the meaning requires lots of knowledge about in this case Ms DLS.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 8:24:21 AM   
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advice:

before you sleep. turn off tv radio. for 10 minutes- just lounge in the bed. you can read light material.

im afraid- elctronic signals have penitrated- or distracted your skull and you setotonin balance.

anyhow- 10 mns of quiet time- then turn of light and go to sleep.

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 11:38:04 AM   
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I use this site. www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 12:36:12 PM   
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Ok i have to clarify really quick before i read the rest of the posts

a swallower is a drug term.  It means to put the drugs like in a balloon and then "swallow" them - making it more possible to transport the drugs and less possiblity of detection. 

I hated my step father growing up because he tore me down and was emotionally abusive.  He is evil.  Not evil like "beat you up", but evil to where he knew excatly how to hurt a kid.  He despised me, made it well known and found every possibility to reduce me to tears.  Almost died once because of his careless attitude with me.  Dont think he ever touched me, but i had dreams about it for a week.  Told my mother and they laughed about it.  Dreams stopped so eh.


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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 12:50:04 PM   
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quote:


Make love, not war? Time for a reconciliation, if not with him, then with the memory of him?


probably. 

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Was it happiness? Revulsion? Contentment? Anger?


clinical.   Revulsion when i woke up  LOL

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show a desire to get revenge against a man and not just for any old thing


Could of been a revenge against alot of men.  Maybe its why the face was unrecognizable and blurry.

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male genitals are the enemy threatening your daughter.


nothing threatens my daughter.  i wouldnt allow it.
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the danger to your older daughter will be most imminent at the end of gestation:


that might be close to it = )  I am worried about how she will do with a new baby and how others will treat her.  Will she be left out, feel left out?  Will some how her feelings get hurt, will she not feel apart of the "family"?  Will my Dom treat his "own" child different then her.. Aye, i'm very worried.  She's the love of my life and i couldnt bare to see her hurt.  Granted i've raised all this with my Dom.

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The non-verbal communication skills of your subconscious are impressive.


While i think you have the jist of the sexual thing wrong, i do agree with this statement.  I once dreamt that if i kept putting BDSM and my Dom before God i would lose my daughter. 

LOL seeks. 

Maybe jali, but honestly thats old news for me that i've been working past for ages. 

After reading all of your helpful posts and ideas - i think it could be that i am worried about how things will "go" and i am worried about the consequences of how they will affect my daughter.  Which honestly, ever since i found out i was pregnant - i have been worried.  Stressed, but refusing to worry as i figure it'll work out one way or the other in the end. 

Just didnt think it'd come out like that in a dream! 

thanks for the link.







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RE: Wierd Dream? - 12/23/2006 12:52:15 PM   
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Just for another added dream i had about the stepfather awhile ago..  (one in which i'm SO proud of!)

My stepfather was railing on me in the dream.. like he did constantly in life.  When i was younger, i just took it and would go to my room and cry my eyes out.  Never spoke up, never spoke back.  I just took the hurt.

In the dream.. when he was railing on me.. i FINALLY stood up and said "why dont you go outside and lick yourself like the dog you are" 


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RE: Wierd Dream? - 2/9/2007 3:58:00 AM   
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In the light of your last dream, I thought it worthwhile to go back to this earlier dream and to examine it to see whether I had missed anything. I did and saw.
 
This dream is not about your daughter or your pregnancy, but about you.
 
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ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister
The first dream was with my dreaded step father, who i hate more then you'd think possible.  I would probably cheer if he died, i think i cheered when his mother died.  Any who, in the dream i ended up having abit of a graphic intimate relationship with him.   (can we say ummmmmm?)

Your are being intimate with the enemy and you like it. The enemy is your master. He is the enemy of the feisty RiotGirl part of your mind.

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The next dream i was around this couple and i couldnt figure out who the man was, but i knew him.

He is your master. She is his partner, she is the slavegirl part of your mind. You are the superfluous third person in this relationship.
Edited to add: In light of the interpretation further on of the two girls next to your daughter, it is more likely that these girls are the couple and that here you perceive one of them (presumably the soul) as female and the other (presumably the ratio) as more male.
In fact it may be a symbolization with combined content and thus both interpretations are likely to be valid.
 
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ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister
Anywho, they wanted me to be a drug mule by being a swallower.  Which of course i absolutetly refused, not only because it was dumb but oddly in the dream my mothers words kept coming back to me about swallowers.  They die quick.

The image serves just to enforce the verbal message. The couple - the slavegirl identity in your mind and your master - want you, RiotGirl, to die quickly.
 
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ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister
So i removed myself from the situation

You decided that you did not want to die.
 
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ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister
and god only knows how it happened, but they had my daughter.  (she wasnt apart of the dream until this point)

They are presenting a new argument. They say that if it is really important, such as when for example it involves your daughter, then you, RiotGirl, are prepared to die.
 
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So i grabbed some people and yadda yadda - we found out where they were going.  A fashion show.  So we're all waiting outside the stage  my daughter walked out on stage with two little girls at her side with a b-o-m-b strapped to her chest.

The some people presumably are the other parts of your mind (the slavegirl is herself a composite of two such identities.) I could not make sense of the two little girls at the side of your daughter until I wrote the previous sentence: presumably they symbolize these two other parts of your mind. You love all three of them equally: your daughter and the two other parts of your mind. In fact, there being two of them, they are outbidding your daughter.
 
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Smiled and waved at me. Rushed on stage, hugged her and decided that if she was going, i was going with her.  I sat there thinking about it and concluded that i didnt want to live with out her.

See? You agree with their scenario. You are prepared to sacrifice yourself for the right purpose, if it is important enough.
 
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ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister
The b-o-m-b amazingly came off very easily.

You understood their argument. That defused the issue and you were rewarded.
 
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The dream ended bloody as i walked up to a cop nearby, snagged his gun and went into the back and started smashing their faces in.

The cop symbolizes your master: a protector with power. You did not like this argument with the other two parts of your mind - who are in the back of your mind - and you took the power of your master and went into the back of your mind to cow them with it. You were furious with them.
 
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Then i shot him in the nuts.

He is your master again.
 
In the later dream: The house was run down, but not run down.
The run down part is you, Riotgirl. The not run down part is the slavegirl that is also present in your mind.
 
The guy with the gun who wanted the both of you to strip: your master who protects you from life (the road).
You peeked out of the house and decided that it was oké to strip for him, safe.
 
Notice that the slavegirl in this second dream is inert. All initiative comes from you, RiotGirl.
 
You are in the midst of the transformation from human into the goddess of slaves. If you want to stay around, your best strategy is to take refuge in the house and to shove the slavegirl outside to deal with your master. She can handle that. It is her purpose in life.
 
Should the RiotGirl part of your mind die, then please if possible say hi to the parts of my mind that I lost.
 

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RE: Wierd Dream? - 2/9/2007 8:01:38 AM   
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quote:

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The first dream was with my dreaded step father, who i hate more then you'd think possible.  I would probably cheer if he died, i think i cheered when his mother died.  Any who, in the dream i ended up having abit of a graphic intimate relationship with him.   (can we say ummmmmm?)

Your are being intimate with the enemy and you like it. The enemy is your master. He is the enemy of the feisty RiotGirl part of your mind.


No.  I was possibly molested by him in the middle of the night and when i spoke up to my mother telling her i was having some very real life dreams, she betrayed me and told my stepfather 2 minutes later and they laughed.  The dreams stopped. 

As for the rest of what you wrote.  There is some truth in it as i am dealing with some internal conflict.  Aye, its a battle with alot at stake.  What is at stake is not me.

Bah - i'd explain, but no one knows of this internal conflict.  No, let ppl think what they will.  Its their own assumed perception and i am not about to correct it.  Works to my advantage in the long run. 


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