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MasterFireMaam -> RE: Feelings of hornyness triggering depression right after. (12/22/2006 11:42:13 PM)
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Ever seen a pendulum (a weight on a string)? If you pull it way off to one side and let it go, it will swing way off to the other side. It'll go back and forth for a long time before coming to rest in the middle. Now, if you only moved it a little at first, it would come back to the center quickly. Your second chakra energy was pulled way off center and was held there when your sex drive was shut down, so that you chakra was blocked. Now, it's been released and it's oscillating back and forth widly, trying to get back into balance. This is one of the reasons you're so horny and why you're depressed about it. You're body and spirit want balance.
Look into how to balance your second chakra. This chakra deals with creativity and the ability to express your emotions as well as sexual energy. When you feel horny, that frustration is reminding your body of what it was like to be emotionally stiffled and so you become depressed. Try finding a creative outlet that you can divert your energy into when you can't fulfill the sexual urges. Other ways of focusing your energy are good, too, such as a meditative physical activity (yoga, tai chi, martial art, etc).
Also, look at the emotions behind the depression and try to deal with the underlying issue. I've been where you are. The last time I became depressed because of sexual frustration, the path in my head went like this:
Why am I upset that I can't have sex? Because I want sex. What is it about the sex that I want? I want the physical closeness. Why do I want the physical closeness? Because I'm lonely. Why am I lonely? Because I want to be in someone's energy and to share mine.
With that, I was able to go out into my circle and sit in it's energy and to share mine. Yeah, I masturbated, too. It helped a lot and I was able to get out of the depression even though I still felt horny.
Hope all this helps.
Master Fire
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