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ravenna -> RE: A question about cages (2/25/2005 7:40:37 PM)
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The longest i've been caged continuously by my owners, at least recently, is about 24 hours. (They've had me locked up longer, but not continuously.) All i get when i'm in the cage is a blanket and a big round dog bed (i think it's from L.L. Bean, it has ducks on the cover), a chamberpot and a bowl of water. i get fed and fucked (and played with) through the bars. sometimes i'm also handcuffed or leashed in there, which is of course overkill, but makes it even more erotic. i always squeal like a baby about being caged, but i love it once i'm in there, i feel like i become less human, more of an animal, a creature of pure sensation, even the boredom is just a watchful animal sensation, like being a sleepy cat, or maybe more like a sleepy mouse caught in a mousetrap, waiting for the cats to come... i'm always in an agony of lust to get out of there and feel their arms around me again, but God the intensely sweet submissive humiliation of being fucked in every hole through the bars of my cage and then just being left there like a caged pet until they want to play with me again -- sweet and poignant beyond words.
i spent about ten days in a cage once, but again not continuously. (This was when i was the property of my third owner, not my current owners.) i was taken out for exercise for two or three hours twice a day (i couldn't tell, i was told later). My exercise hours included gym time, floggings, sex, showers, enemas and more sex (but no orgasms, i was not allowed). He didn't fuck me through the bars at all; once i was locked in i was left completely alone until the next exercise period. i was also required to be completely mute, except for involuntary noises like screams and moans, so i couldn't ask any questions or beg for release or mercy or even find out what day it was. i was terrified at first, i must have cried for hours. But eventually i became very calm, almost in a trance state. i never saw daylight, only a continuous subdued light, and i lost all track of time. i wasn't told until i was released that i had only been in the cage ten days, i thought it must have been a month or even two. i had really started to believe this was going to be my daily life for the rest of my life, and i was actually oddly at peace with that...
And yes, this was a punishment, and no, i can't talk about what it was for, but i never did THAT again.
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