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Devilslilsister -> RE: Nightmares (12/31/2006 9:32:34 AM)
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Em... one.. but it had nothing to do with really scening.. and it was only a nightmare, i suppose because i woke up scared crapless. But it wasnt really a nightmare till the very end. All it really did was show me my complete insecurity and the feelings i have beneath it. One of the very few dreams that i have ever become violent in. (its a bit messed up)
I went to visit my Dom, who amazingly lived down the hall from this other guy i knew. Yet before i got to my Dom's door, i was with him out on the street and he was looking out in distance - looking for something. Fast forward, i go up to his door and i knock. A girl answers who is in his T shirt and that being it. I come inside all nice and friendly like and i find out its her birthday. So we sit chatting. He comes in with an armload of gifts and ballons for her. I sit there staring at him like "who is this?" (clearly seriously upset) Things take an ugly turn - he ends up cuddling with her on the ground, almost if to spite me. He gets a "i could careless about you" attitude. Basically telling me he was with her and i could find the door if i pleased. Making in completely certian that he could give two shits about me, we were over, and this was his new girl. I'm being torn to shreds as he is "loving" this girl and i lost it. I climbed on top of him, pinning him down and i started beating him in the face until his head has shrunk, he starts turning his face side to side saying "help" I guess i come out of the rage and realise the girl isnt doing a damn thing and i better stop. I hop off of him and i run over to the other friends house to get my stuff. Knowing i best hurry as he would get up eventually and come for me. I woke up to my heart thudding, fear running through me and i swear i heard the house shudder as i heard his footsteps coming closer.
aside from THAT - i generally have very nice lifestyle dreams. Sometimes they teach me things, sometimes they play out fantasies.
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