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ownedgirlie -> RE: edge play (1/6/2007 10:04:05 AM)
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Easy there big feller...
I realize no one has directly answered your question. But emotional outbursts do not tend to render positive results, either. The thing is, it's a big topic and with most things "edgey" there are inherent dangers to be aware of. Sometimes we see people who want to learn how to cut the hell out of someone without killing them, and think they can learn it from reading a script. This can be dangerous, as the person being cut is a unique individual who may very well respond to such cutting quite differently than what someone wrote on a screen.
Having said all that, I have not experienced fire play but my Master does wield his knife to me fairly regularly. I respond rather favorably to having the crap scared out of me. While he does not cut intricate patterns on me, he will "threaten" me with his blade - a very large and shiney bowie knife - by surprise attacks in which he'll grab my hair, yank my head back to arch my neck, and press the blade into my juggular (without actually cutting it open). He'll threaten to cut my nipples off, or to cut my clit right off. He has slid the blade deep into my mouth, and even into other delicate orafices. Verrrrrry carefully. He will take its very sharp tip and draw or write on me with it. He amuses himself by creating starbursts off my nipples...or writing words across my ass or belly or mons or breasts...you get the idea.
It's painful, a bit scary, and launches me into subspace. BUT.....that is because I trust him wholeheartedly. Often when he exposes my neck like that, my heart will race frantically at first, and then my body will go limp as if to say "Take it all." When he threatens body parts, I tremble inside, and he can feel it. These are quite intense moments for both of us. But it took time and care to get to this point. Knives kill, after all, and someone afraid of knives, like me, can react spastically. If she bolts up in fear just as your knife is pressed into a delicate part - - well you can imagine the unintentional damage that can create.
Good luck to you, and I hope you get some informational posts.
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