sinnocentky -> what i need (2/28/2005 11:26:34 AM)
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i can't stop moving and i want to be still i can't make myself but i know that You will please help my mind quiet help my body to rest please hold me down quiet the storm in my chest as my heart flutters and races and won't slow and my mind gets whiplash thinking of all that i know i need You to help me make me stop for awhile i want You to hold me make me see You and smile sometimes i get so wound up that nothing in me ticks like it should i get so stressed so worried so scared so insecure and everything goes wrong all at once and i fear that i am not enough and i fear that i never will be and i fear that i am too much and i fear that i always will be and i wish for Your hands holding my wrists so my hands cannot work anymore i wish for Your ropes when more than my hands need to be bound and i wish for Your words to soothe me make me be quiet and listen and breathe and i wish for You to know that sometimes You're just what i need
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