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Aine -> RE: Why do men..? (1/27/2007 12:29:44 PM)
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I have swallowed, and been kissed by the two men that I have done that for,afterwards. I always break off the kiss rather quickly for some inner reason that I'm still not entirely sure of. Part of it was perhaps my own dislike for it, and not wanting to make my partner feel as weirded out by it as I was. Obsurd, I know. They chose to kiss me after, right?
Those cases where I swalled were very few and VERY far between. I tried it because I thought that it would please them, and over the years for some reason it was hard for me to get over the stigma that all guys want their girls to swallow their cum. My last boyfriend helped me get over my fear? disgust? distaste for blowjobs (due to the boyfriend previous to him, that would make me do it despite my complete hate of it compounded with a spastic gag reflex). He never expected it from me, we talked about it and it didn't bother him at all that I didn't like to do it, as he wasn't an avid fan of going down on females, either. Over the years that we were together, that slowly changed for both of us, but not to a large degree.
Towards the end of my relationship with him, we both started to realize just how wet I would get when performing oral on him, and he more often than not could not wait for me to finish and would just pull me up and fuck me senseless, much to my enjoyment. The act of fellatio is very tiresome for me, and something that I still struggle with.
Thankfully my current boyfriend is also very understanding and did not ask it of me until we got to the point where I truly enjoyed it and would do it often of my own urging, and he took the queue and brings it into our play. Another thing that helps is that he as a spot that I can concentrate on with my tongue that is hypersensitive for him and works better than the whole, bobbing wackyness that seems to be the norm when it comes to bjs. Makes my mouth a lot happier and a lot less sore [:D]
Wow...I've totally digressed!
Oh yeah....I've never liked the taste of cum, they've never minded kissing me afterwards, but they've never seemed to have an inherant curiosity to really taste themselves as in dipping their finger in it and sucking it off.
The act of swallowing it has always been hard for me, not only because of the taste, but because of my spastic gag reflex. There are times that I have a hard time swallowing anything that isn't food or drink (depending on the food and drink because there are some things that I just can't choke down).
Personally, I just can't see the appeal. I would like to...but it's something that I can't seem to get past. I much more prefer to see it as it's expelled and feel it. Not that I play fingerpaints with it on my body or anything...I always get that giggly grossed out feeling if I accidentally stick my fingers in it as I am cleaning up/being cleaned up. I'm weird.
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