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Small things.... - 1/24/2007 7:32:25 PM

Devilslilsister

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Okay, i'm sort of whining here, because i cant do it any where else, but i've devised away to make it into a post and a good question so i can whine in public. ::smile:: Cos i am REALLY UPSET! ARG.

I was just massively startled to find out how important such a small thing like being able to watch TV at night is to me. Master has changed my bed time routine recently and cut me off from having my TV on all night to just half and hour and then off for the night. Last night, after a screwed up dream where some one i love was about to be executed - i turned it on. Master says "no excuse is a good excuse" So he's taken away my TV priviledges at night for a week. (those precious 30 min). Starting at 9pm (so i cant go to bed early and watch TV)

AND OMG! i'm having such a FRICKEN HARD TIME accepting it. Like it would be nice to say okay and just go with the flow.... but im having heart papilations (well not really.. but it feels like it) ::sigh:: i feel abit better whining outloud (thank you all) and i WOULD whine to Master, but in my small attempt to do so he asked if i was trying to make it a month.

And to make this a plausible post instead of just a whine/vent/rant

Anyone else just magically stumble upon something that is super important to them that they never knew was important to them? Basically, have you been in a similiar situation (something being taken away) and you didnt know how much it meant? ANY and all personal stories of such tragedies would be massively appreciated!! Please please.. feel free to tell about how startling revelations affect you and how upset you were. Cos i sure wouldnt mind some company (as i do feel like a dweeb for having a TV at bed time be so important)

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RE: Small things.... - 1/24/2007 7:36:17 PM

lucreziaborgia

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Pretty soon you'll be saying the same thing to your child.

Why, may I ask, is Daddy restricting your TV time, young lady?

Really - need more information.

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RE: Small things.... - 1/24/2007 7:38:12 PM

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Oh hell yeah! The first time Master took away my computer games I thought I was going to die!!!! and when I "complained" about it He asked if I wanted Him to break the cd.

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RE: Small things.... - 1/24/2007 7:43:05 PM

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Well, not to discourage you from sharing with us ('cause we're a family here), have you thought about an LJ account where you can bitch and moan all you want? *chuckle* It's actually really healthy, 'cause you can delve into WHY you're having a hard time giving up TV. WHY is it so important to you? What role does it play (sounds like comfort)? Etc. etc.

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RE: Small things.... - 1/24/2007 7:50:51 PM

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you may think this is easy but try 24hrs of NO communication with your Master as your punishment .

that's what happened to me recently when i absolutely angered Daddy and broke one of strict rules. so for 24hrs - no communication of any kind with Daddy, i went beserk. i cried, begged ...anything you could imagine to have Him speak to me. He told that i had to accept my punishment and think about what i did to upset Him so. i was a nervous wreck - the silence was deafening (i love the sound of His voice)...couldn't work or function with my daily tasks. at first i was hurt then i felt abandoned after 12hrs had passed. i spent the better part of the day counting down the hours and minutes until my punishment was over. don't know if i could handle a whole week without Daddy's voice.

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