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alwayzron -> Diary of a Wannabe Subbie ... (1/31/2007 6:45:47 AM)
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Diary of a Wannabe Subbie ...
by alwayzron
Day 1 - I'm so excited! After months of trading e-mails with LadyBruizer, we've finally decided to meet! I'll finally get to be the submissive I know I was meant to be!
Day 2 - Okay ... we met and she doesn't resemble the picture in her profile. Plus .. she's a bit heavier than I anticipated. But nonetheless ... the true subbie in me can now come out.
Day 3 - I'm writing this in the cage LadyBruizer put me in. I didn't know being a subbie was so hard. I've learned that I don't enjoy foot worship as much as I thought I would. I’ve also discovered that nipple clamps hurt AFTER they’re removed as well. But no worries … I’m learning more and more about myself. I’m still trying to get used to the chastity device I have to wear.
Day 5 – Okay …. This is getting tough …. Day 4 was spent tied and whimpering in a corner of LadyBruizer’s dungeon …. which was really just a corner of her garage. My ass is STILL on fire! I didn’t know crops, paddles and canes could hurt so much! I don’t think LadyBruizer knows what she’s doing, because when I spanked myself while online, it didn’t hurt and it didn’t leave welts. It’s been 6 days now since my last orgasm and my balls are aching for release!!! I think they really ARE turning blue!!!!
Day 6 – Holy mother of Buddah!!!!! I swear my balls are falling off !!!!!!!!! Cock bondage and ball torture have NEVER hurt so much when I did it to myself!!!!!!! After 2 minutes of serious begging, LadyBruizer removed the butt plug I was forced to wear. I don’t think I’ll EVER poop again !!!!!!! As I type this, I’m feverishly trying to remove the CBT2000 so I can get some serious relief !!!!!!
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1 month later --- I'm so excited! After trading e-mails with SincereSub, we've finally decided to meet! I can't believe I'll finally get to be the Dominant I know I was meant to be!
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