womanworshipper
Posts: 71
Joined: 3/27/2005 Status: offline
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Hello E/everyone, This is a bit late really as i have already been on Collar Me some time, but better late than never i suppose. My name is paul. i am a 45 year old submissive male from London, England. i have always had submissive thoughts and feelings toward Females, though in the earlier part of my life, i resisted them. Around 10 years ago, i first started to recognise that my sub urges were not going to go away and decided to try to satisfy them. i took a postal training course with a lifestyle Dominatrix. Although some of it simply fuelled my fantasies, some of it was very useful and helped me to develop and express my submissive nature. i began to behave much more submissively - for example, running errands for my female colleagues at work - and i discovered that serving and pleasing females is its own reward and provides a very deep satisfaction to the male servant. Through the internet i started to interact with Dominant Females from all over the world. About eighteen months ago i had my first r/t relationship with a lifestyle Domme, a wonderful Asian American Lady who i served for 6 months until We/we parted, i think because i did not have the courage at the time to progress the relationship further. After parting from Her i searched a long time for a new Mistress. i found myself seeking out Asian Dommes primarily, probably out of affection for my last Mistress. i am hoping that now i have found the Mistress i am looking for in a Lady i already know - a former colleague. i am not sure yet as We/we have a lot of talking to do first but i am hopeful. In the meantime i am glad to be part of this wonderful, supportive, on-line community. paul
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