LadyTantalize -> RE: Most Embarrissing Bdsm moment You had to face~ (3/9/2005 2:35:50 PM)
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Since I didn't get in on the previous thread about embarrassing moments, I'll give it a whirl.... One that comes to mind involves a very extreme, intense scene that I did at a public/private party last year. This is probably not that embarrassing to some, but for Me, it truly was..... ok, a hint, I'm too damn vain for My own good!! Granted, I am NOT an exhibitionist and I don't play in public that often. But, I was in the mood.... we were on a stage above a dance floor converted to a playspace with some equipment in various corners, and others were also involved in scenes, folks lurked way in the back of the club, but I felt nice and alone up there with My sub. I had him hooked to a chain hanging from the ceiling and there were some low spotlights on the stage preventing Me from seeing out into the club, but since others were somewhat in front of Me, I felt My play was a bit private although I knew a few others might be out there watching....My point, I felt a certain degree of privacy existed. So, I commence to scene..... some serious verbal humiliation, single-tails, cigarette-play, hard-core corporal with a sjambok, I was WORKED UP and this guy could take it well - talk about adrenalin rushing us both - it was WOW!! I was a whirlwind, I spilled some Coca-Cola on My top, I'd dropped to the floor a few times to tease a sub assisting Me - yes I was crawling around in the floor, so I was dusty and dirty! I was sweating My ass off, I had bitten him a few times, and at one point, I kicked off My shoes, ripped My wig off and just went at him no holds barred. Long story short....... when all was said and done, I got a round of applause which freaked Me out a bit as I hadn't realized how many had stopped to watch Me. So, trying to be cool but oh-so-Dommely, I did a "Queen Mother" wave and a silly, little bow. OK, yep, I confess, I then got a bit of the "big head"!! Yep, the head swelled and the ego inflated! I took a stroll around the stage, grinning like a Cheshire Cat as I preened, gathered My goodies, and began to lead My sub away for some private aftercare. Then I was walking off a ramp from the stage, I passed a mirror - OMG --- the gastly, horrific, wild-eyed, lipstick-smeared-to-chin, mascara-dripping-down-face, sweaty, smelly, Coke-dried-on-My-cleavage, ashes&dust-covering-my-clothes, dirty-kneed and nasty-feeted-pantyhose, slimey-matted-hair-sticking-up-in-one-Alfalfa-front-cowlick, silly Woman that stared back at Me sent Me running to the restroom in shame! Talk about deflating an ego quick!! *chuckles* And the worst was yet to come...... Yep, days later folks emailed Me some photos taken!! YIKES!! I demanded for all to be destroyed but I know My dear friends kept copies to mortify Me with occassionally!
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