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buffiyum -> RE: What are you craving? (6/21/2005 9:15:50 PM)
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boy, this is a tuffie.
i crave the security of the mental and emotional 'cage' of a Strong Master. He has to be strong, because i am also strong and tend to try those very bonds which i crave.
she crave to be micromanaged but also believe that in the long term, she would also fight that. she is not sure.
There is great happiness in serving, in kneeling before a One, going though the 'motions' of a 'gorean serve', holding up to Him that which He has demanded, knowing that i offer my devotion each and every time i do that. And He knows it too because it is apparente in every fibre of my being. i know there is something very sexuale in me which 'calls' to people, especialely when i dance but all the time too (could be pheramones).
i crave serving sexually too. A Man's strength, His very 'Maleness' deep within the girl hard, from behind ...cruel even (sends shivers down the girls back, dont cha know). But this is an honoure for which she is aware she need to beg unless He choose to do it.
There is deep joy each time i am called to the cross and restrained too, for i know that there will be pain and i crave pain. Sometimes a One will also use His hands in quite erotic ways and that, together with pain, will make me hump so hard its a wonder the cross is yet left standing. Each time is differente and i love that too.
There is incredible comfort, and peace, to curl at the feet of One who the girl can 'rest' in, knowing she is safe and can let go all the worrys all the concernes, all the fears and just be there, with His hand in her hair and those soft so needed words humming though her mind as He lean down to whisper, 'good girl'.
i am not owned although i serve in r/l locally when it is needed, because i am active within the Life. Somewhere out there, is the One for whom the girl is meante to serve totalely.
Sometimes it seem to take forever for Him to find the girl,
respectfully,
buffiyum
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