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TheGaggingWh0re -> RE: so, what is your favorite fetish? (2/26/2007 2:02:59 AM)
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Pure. Helplessness. This can go hand in hand with pain and humiliation, but to feel as if I have no way out is to feel like I'm higher than a kite. What I love most is when I clearly have a choice to do something, but I feel so helpless that I can't do it.
For example, my owner pulled me out of the shower once I finished wrinsing off, took my towel from me, and made me lean over the air conditioning. Everyone should know right now that I abhor the cold! I could have walked away from the AC, but I didn't. He didn't have to touch me. All he did when I looked up at him like, "You think I'm going to stand here?", was look right back at me with that unwavering stare of his. It was at that point I resigned myself to stand in front of the AC with only whimpers. I could have bolted for it, but my mind told me there'd be no way out, and that's how I like it.
Another example is more physical than that. There's something about when he pushes me to the ground with a foot on the back of my neck that makes me feel immobilized. I could easily wiggle out from under it, I am sure, but I don't, even when he's beating me for his pleasure or for my punishment- I feel like I can't move even if I try.
It's a really wonderful feeling. I don't think anyone will ever be able to hold me down with just a stare like he can. <3
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