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sexysubbunny -> Disappointment..! (3/20/2005 1:24:21 PM)
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this poem i send to my loving Master from love by bunny!!
she misses you terribly and longs to be near you again soon!
-- I slept well, though how - I don't know,
My body feels alive, my heart is heavy,
The enormity of my actions has hit me,
Like a weight bearing down,
Pushing me, crushing me,
Extinguishing the high I had been feeling.
How could I let You down?
As I sit thinking about your eyes,
So kind and gentle,
But now filled with disappointment,
My stomach lurches,
I can't speak, think even,
I close my eyes,
As I feel the heat of my tears.
My eyes still closed,
My shoulders slumped,
Subdued,
My breasts ache,
I breathe slowly,
But each breath seems to catch in my throat.
Your arms around me,
The comfort I seek,
Denied to me by the miles between us.
Do I deserve Your love?
The answer is no,
But I know that it remains,
That surety engulfs me now,
And a warmth begins to return.
I can almost hear my heart,
Feel its rhythm within,
How different things could be,
I long to bask in Your love,
Your acceptance,
Your approval.
Test me, try me,
Push me to my limits,
I'm on my knees before You,
Bending to Your will.
Make me the woman I want to be,
I want to be all You desire,
For You to be proud of me,
Is my ultimate goal.
Again I offer You my will,
My obedience,
Know I take Your punishment willingly,
For I know that I will learn from this.
My heart is still heavy,
But now I have hope,
I am safe with You,
Under Your security and protection. I do believe i have grown in this lesson.
The love I feel for You,
Overwhelms me,
Burning like a fire,
It cleanses me,
For I know that it is returned.
I feel reborn. Dont' leave me now Master, I want you. I need you.
My feet are on a new path,
And the road I take leads me to You. bunny has truly learned a lesson.
My eyes fixed firmly on You,
I won't let You down. Not ever again!
My submission is all I have to give You,
Your strength captures my weakness, and bunny is asking of your forgiveness.
But I give myself willingly,
My Master - I am Yours. I am your sweet subbunny forever! Won't you return back to my arms? Let me love you, adore you, cherish you, give you my word of honor! Your bunny has learned a very big lesson!
Won't you see in your heart as to your forgiveness and begin this journey again?
How could something so very beautiful not be put back together again?
with all my Love to you Master !
your sweet sub bunny!!
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