Storm1206 -> Reflections (3/31/2005 5:09:50 AM)
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Reflections Storm sitting by the fireside watching the embers die thinking of the years gone past reflections in a golden eye I once stood by an ocean listened to its mighty roar no doubt of my invincibility convinced that I would soar The vastness of that sea The power of those waves seemed to beckon to me from below Like a light from darkened caves The thundering crashing Of whatever powers that be certainly had a humbling effect on the ego that was me who are you to humble me I screamed inside my mind for the mocking silence that followed had my thoughts all in a bind a little unsteady,not quite so sure on the edge of the cliff I sat to ponder the meaning of my existence to put on my thinking hat from the warmth of the sun,to the chill of the night alone with the angry sea came the realization of a journey that was about to start for me the questions to be answered the ones I needed to hear what is inside of me what are the things I will hold dear my character,my morals, my dignity and my strength this is what is important to me no longer to be held at arms length so a journey did start that day one deep inside my heart to become the man I wanted to be from which I would never part I smile now,to think of that day and how it all came to be certainly a onesided talk between the angry sea and me so a journey I did undertake to learn all about me to hell and back it seemed in my struggle to be free I've met many interesting people seen many interesting sights learned all about both and bad and other assorted frights into the depths of hell I did plunge in order to experience all to learn more about myself the further I had to fall by some unknown power unscathed emerged did I with an understanding and knowledge that money just can't buy the course was set in my minds eye all through thick and thin for to know where you are going you must know where you've been the years went on my life went past and everything was put to use for those lessons learned did last I am so very happy now with a love to call my own and it is such a joy to watch and see how it has grown I stand before the mirror now to see what i could see and all I really want is to like who is looking back at me yes the hair is still long as ever and the earring still does shine the beard now has a touch of grey but the world is truly mine I smile as a hand appears on my shoulder ever so light my beautiful slave has come to warm me all through the cold dark night somehow the colors are brighter now all the colors on this green earth seems everything is more alive as I wait for my slave to give birth so maybe I turned out allright by the ocean on that day so that I can help my newborn child learn along the way now I lay me down to sleep peaceful to the core but every now and then,late at night I can still hear the ocean roar
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