Elorin
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Joined: 8/22/2004 From: San Antonio, TX Status: offline
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I certainly crave more time with Sir. As he sleeps on the couch beside me, I'm happy and content that I can use his laptop and be beside him. When I wake up next to him, and go to use his desktop PC so I don't wake him up while he sleeps, I am happy that I am in the same house as him. I know that he needs space and his own time. I need space and my own time. But I do, very much, crave more time with him. I crave quiet time at his feet while he does his own thing, and I crave time hanging out together. Of course, it is love, but it is also submission and devotion. I want to be around him and spend more time with him because I can serve him more readily when I am with him. I accept our mutual needs for time apart. And when I live with him, I'm sure that I will need breaks. But for now, I see him on Wednesdays and midway through Saturday until the end of Sunday. And I crave more. ~E
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