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My abusive ex - 4/7/2005 5:01:01 PM

darkprincess21

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Pre-note........I have not posted this anywhere or even shared it with anyone yet, I hope you can take from it what the difference between abuse and BDSM is. BDSM is something to be enjoyed mutually by both people and Abuse is only a one sided selfishness.

HANDS

I hate his hands,
Angry and unforgiving.
Kind at one moment,
But ever willing to take it all away the next.
Bony and Rough,
veins popping out like angry little tunnels,
Channeling energy and power
into those mean angry paws,
Never apologetic or sorry for for the
sad state they put me in.
Grasping my breasts, my ass,
Touching me down there just the way I hate
and making me sorry I wasnt more cooperative
and willing to please, they wrap around my throat
until I feel I will pass out.
Then letting up, at that point I lay back and take it.
Those hands weilding his big knife invade my
thoughts and nightmare.

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RE: My abusive ex - 4/10/2005 6:14:45 PM

theroebabe

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Thanks for sharing it with us, i hope abuse does not color your future in the BDSM world and you can learn that sometimes even though you may hate them they are the hands that sooth away the hurts and aches of the day, can pet your hair softly and tap those lovely sore spots, can grab and hold your hair lovingly and bring your lips to thiers for the sweetest kiss.

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People always ask me why I do these things . . .
It's because I can!

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RE: My abusive ex - 4/11/2005 7:52:41 PM

FangsNfeet

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you have good talent and make a good point.

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RE: My abusive ex - 4/11/2005 11:28:59 PM

FireWalker

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I am struck with sadness as I read this. It is so moving and yet I find it difficult to form thoughts to express. I am glad that this is written about an ex. That you found your way out of what for so many can become a lifetime of endless pain.

Remember always what you have left behind, and know that this need never happen again.

Thank you for sharing yourself.

Fire Walker

< Message edited by FireWalker -- 4/11/2005 11:30:18 PM >

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RE: My abusive ex - 4/12/2005 5:56:20 AM

SirSTRYKER

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I echo FireWalker, "I'm glad he's an EX!" There is a grand difference between BDSM and a woman (or man) beater. This lifestyle MUST be consenual and SAFE. Since 1973 I've been a DOM and have learned that it's much more than whips and chains. I also strongly agree (as I mostly do) with theroebabe...with the same intensity the DOM wields the crop, One would hope He shares with you that much and more tenderness. I shall let you in on a well known, yet little shared secret, In this lifestyle it is actually not the DOM who holds the power but rather the sub. For without her or his gift of sweet submission, of what use would We be? Good luck in finding your special One!

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B.O.H.I.C.A. (bend over here it comes again.)

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