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JerseyKrissi72 -> You All Are Great. (4/3/2007 3:56:35 PM)
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I sit here going through emails that I sent to my late Master and the ones that he sent me and going through the memories / times we shared in my head. I have to thank everyone here on Collarme--- you all have been able to make me laugh when I wanted to cry and gave me comfort when the smile just would not come....I don't have the words to thank you all and probably could not list everyone who has been there for me...I found an email that I wrote to my late Master and I can actually remember writing it, how happy I was....I am trying to stay positive and realize that one day I will be happy like that again-- I just need time to heal and understand that what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger...I wanted to share the email that I wrote to him if you don't mind...
** dated July 30, 2005 8:39 pm**
Dear Daddy, I'm sitting here missing you tonite...it was so hard watching you drive away..i'm in tears right now as I type this email...I love you with all my heart and soul, i'd fight for you..I'd die for you.there isn't anything that i wouldn't do for you...We have a good future ahead if we both stay focused on what we both want....our boys will have a wonderful life, wonderful parents....your love has healed me in so many ways..i cannot begin to describe...today was one of the best days of my life..just laying in your arms, doin notin but loving my Daddy ..and taking mad pics lol....I need you Daddy, not just for today...but for always....I will NOT entertain the thought of a life without you....I belong to you body and soul...I trusted you with my heart to guard and guide it.....I love you, Krissi
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