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jst4ujst4now -> hello (4/15/2005 5:17:59 PM)
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hello.
i'm new to this site and feel i am privaledged to have the opportunity to introduce myself. As my profile will note to you, i am a 45 year old lesbian involved in a long term committed "vanilla" relationship. My partner is loving and respectful to me in all aspects of our relationship. So, you ask....why am i here?
My partner has been unable to fulfill this "dark side" of my desires. And she would never understand me going outside of our relationship. (And perhaps, i'll never truly be able to because of my concern and fear of hurting her) The BDSM world has always filled my mind and fortunately, when i was much younger, i had several experiences which sparked the fires deep inside me. As much as i am filled with guilt as i spend time on sites such as this, there is this deep yearning within my core that has never subsided.
i do wonder if there are Dommes out there who would ever be interested in someone like me:
For i am one who would always have the primary focus of ensuring that my partner doesn't ever get hurt, doesn't ever find out.....
But i am also one that would give my all during the brief, discreet time that i would be able to offer myself to you.
i do understand how crazy this sounds and realize that there is little hope to find someone who would be interested in such a "part time student".
So, now that you know i can ramble quite a bit, and realize that i do have constraints, i thank those of you who make sights like this available to people like me.
j
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