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dovemagic -> What Am I? (4/20/2005 7:08:17 AM)
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Or even more important, is there any hope for me? I have been talking to a lot of subs and slaves. RT ones that I know are living the lifestyle 24/7 and they all say that being a sub or being a slave "comes naturally to them" that the feeling was general, they submit easily and from there on it was just a matter of submitting to the right master.
For me, submission is an act of will, of determination. I am a very strong, independent woman who wishes to submit to one man and one man only. Compare it to a falcon who has been trained to return to her falconer, or a wild horse, that can be ridden by the one that she trusts or chooses. I choose to allow my training Doms to train me and to discipline me, it is not my nature. I choose to learn the proper protocol so that I may represent my Dom in the best light. Now, on a different note, My Dom could instruct me to be submissive to another and I would do so, for a time; but I would only obey him because My Dom said so, just as now I am learning to play with other Dom's because my training Dom said I could trust them and that they were good at certain things. I don't trust them ontheir own. I trust them because he said I can trust them and that I need to learn from them. I give them respect because I want to do well by him, not because I personally respect them.
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