myobedience -> RE: abduction scene (4/17/2007 7:06:44 PM)
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I looked at everything available. I had no idea if I would get another chance. It wasn't like, this first, that second, this third, and so on. I hoped I would get more chances, but I didn't know if I would. I only knew I would have this one chance. I passed on the BDSM gear, and the sex toys right away. I was sure those would be used if K choose them to be. I didn't feel much like using any of that. Maybe a magazine, or a book to pass the time? Or clothes, I had been kept naked from the beginning. But I choose the make up tray with the mirror. I picked it up, and walked it back to the chair, very carefully. I didn't want anything to fall off. I don't know why. I positioned the mirror, and began to use the make up. I don't wear much, but somehow just putting it on made me feel better. I tried to convince myself that I choose the make up because it would, and did make me feel better, but I couldn't. I wanted K to be attracted to me. Not just horny, and fucking me, but attracted. I really didn't know why. I have always been attracted to people of power. Men and women. I find power very attractive. K certainly had power. He was in complete control of my life, and it seemed in control of the other men, who also controlled my life. I think that is what I found attractive about him. It makes no difference really, I knew I was attracted to him, and wanted him to be attracted to me. I finished with the make up. I looked into the camera, and in a sweet voice, I asked K to come in and kiss me. That was the reward I wanted to earn. Then in a voice more sultry and sexy I asked again. I put on the eyepiece and told him I was waiting. I heard the door open, and my heart raced. I felt my hair tugged. A tough, controlled kiss. I wanted that. I was taken off the chair, and put on the floor on all fours. This I didn't expect. I paniced. I screamed. "Touch me. Hold my hand! TOUCH ME!" I wanted to know if this was K or one of the other men. I felt the man grab my right hand. This wasn't K. I sagged. I know Ks hands and this wasn't him. I felt my head pushed down into a bowl of water. It had been placed right beneath my head. Then I felt a toothbrush placed into my right hand. The man was making me, or wanting me to brush my teeth. I remembered there had been no toothbrush in the bathroom. I hadn't brushed my teeth. I was relieved. This is all K wanted. I wanted to brush my teeth also. Doing so would make me feel cleaner and fresher. I dipped the brush in the water, and started to brush my teeth. As I did, I felt the man enter my ass. I was being fucked in the ass while I brushed my teeth. His pumping in and out rocked me back and forth, and made brushing my teeth more difficult. I had to spit the toothpaste out where I thought the bowl was, all while he fucked my ass. I tried to just focus on brushing my teeth, and not the man fucking me, but it was difficult. As I dipped my face in the water to rinse my mouth, the man grabbed my ass hard, and came. He pulled out, came around in front of me, and roughly dried my face with a towel. I heard him walk away, and the door close. I counted to 5, and took off the eyepiece. I looked into the camera. I started to cry. "K, all I wanted was a kiss. That isn't much. I would have brushed my teeth if you had asked, or had given me a toothbrush in the bathroom. I wanted you to be the first to fuck me after the shower. But now someone else did. K, I just wanted a kiss. That's all I asked for!" And I cried. I sobbed and sobbed. Really it was only for a few minutes. I had to get my composure. I did. I regained my composure and noticed the tray with the makeup hadn't been moved. Now it had a bowl of water, and a washcloth also. I washed my face, and fixed the make up. I looked back into the camera. "K, can I have that kiss now? Or, I still have a mouth, and a pussy, very clean and unused, waiting for you?' "Come on, K, you kidnapped me to use me, so now do it. Use me." I slipped off the chair, and got down on my knees. "K, do you like it if I beg? I am begging K. Use me." My voice had a true sense of begging. I put on the eyepiece and waited. I heard the door open, and a man approach. Again, I started to panic. I held my hand out and screamed, in a panic, "Touch me, hold my hand!!!!" I felt him take my hand, gently. This was K. I knew his touch. I smiled. THIS WAS K! He put my hand on the front of his hip. I was kneeling, right in front of him. I knew what he wanted. I would have rather he kissed me first, but this was ok. He wanted me to suck his cock, and so because of that, I wanted to. He was wearing jeans. None of the other men, or any of the other times, had I known if the men were dressed or not. I used both hands and ran them over the front of his pants. I felt the bulge. He was hard, very hard. I used my fingers to define him, through his pants. With my hands shaking slightly, I opened his pants, and unzipped his fly. I slid my hands around te waist of his pants, gave his ass and tender squeeze, and lowered his pants and underwear. I made sure they lowered to the floor. I then elt around, got my hand on his thigh, worked it around, and gently cupped his balls. I leaned forward and licked them. I sucked them. I then licked the shaft of his cock. I licked the tip. I ran my tongue around it. I wanted this to be the best blow job he ever had. I had great plans on how to make it great. I would take my time, tease him, build him up, and up, and up. I was going to enjoy this. I placed my hand around his cock. I licked and lightly sucked the head. I leaned my head back a little and looked up. I couldn't see him because of the eyepiece, but I wanted him to see this submissive visual. I said "Sir, may I suck your cock?" I felt my face slapped. Not hard, but sudden. It startled me. Then I felt his cock slap my face twice. Drops of precum splattered on my face. I felt him step back. I was confused, scared, startled and now very panicked. I heard other come into the room. What was going on? I had to think. There was a great deal of movement around me. I had no idea what was going on. I felt myself yanked to my feet by my hair. I was walked backwards, and the chains changed. There was more movement, and then I heard the men leave. "K, what is wrong. What did I do wrong?" I was so frustrated. He said nothing, and it got quiet. I didn't know if he was still there. I hadn't heard the door close, but maybe I missed that in all the confusion. I slowed my breathing, calmed down, and listened. I heard something, I don't know what. He was still there. Then I definately heard his fly zipped up. A moment later, I heard him walk to the door, and the door close. I counted to 5, and removed the eyepiece. I was crushed when I saw what had happened. The table with the make up was gone. The chair was way out of reach, and I was standing again, at the wall with the short chain. Oh my God. I wanted to, I needed to avoid this if I was going to make it. I tried so hard to not let this happen again, but it had. I looked at the camera, and I noticed now, below it on the floor was a television. I said into the camera, "K, why? What did I do? How can I fix it?" I was scared, hurt, frustrated and angry. Just moments before, I had wanted him, so badly, now I hated him. I hated this cruel bastard. Why did he do this to me. God, my emotions were a mess. The TV flicked on. I watched and saw a recording of me, masturbating the first time I had cum for K. The time I had faked it. I watched it all, and when I was done faking, it looped back and played again. It played three times, then stopped. Oh my God. He knew, or he had known I was faking that one time. I looked into the camera and pleaded, "K, it was only that first time! The others were real." That was the truth. As a response, it played three more times. Was my standing at the wall on the short chain my punishment for this? If it was, why now? Why not when I did it? Maybe because I was more vulnerable now? Maybe, but how we he know that would happen? That didn't seem like him. He seemed like the type to punish right away. So why now? I replayed everything that had happened in my mind, and it hit me. Everything was going fine until I called him Sir. When I had said "Sir, may I suck your cock" is when everything started to go bad. I had called him Sir, in the beginning, yesterday? (my god was it only yesterday, it seemed like ages ago) and he had reacted very poorly. I tried to remember what he had written. Something about sincerity, and honesty. No lies. The tape played again, three more times. I watched again, three more times. My orgasm was fake. It was a lie. He must have expected me to lie to him? Wouldn't anyone in my situation? But he didn't expect me to call him Sir. That is what angered him. The combination. calling him Sir, and a known, obvious lie. That was why I was being punished. I understood. I looked into the camera and explained this all to K. I explained that I understood, and accepted the punishment. Nothing, but I was sure he understood also. So, I stood there, doing nothing, but thinking how sore my legs were going to be. Other thoughts came to mind. One being my attraction to K. I had been attracted, then I had hated the bastard. But I understood his reaction now. It made sense. I had lied, and called him Sir, and he had said not to. Quicker than I wanted, or dreamed it could, the attraction returned. And it was stronger. I was now more attracted. Oh god, what is wrong with me I thought. The tape played again, but I didn't watch. Why play it again? I understood, but it still played three more times. I thought about why I called him Sir the second time. It was a natural thing for me to do. I am submissive at heart. But I knew that wasn't why. I called him Sir, because I wanted to. I wanted to serve him. I wanted him to accept me into service. I wanted this badly. Very badly. He had rejected my service, and punished me. His reaction made the want stronger and deeper. maybe he knew this, but so what. The want just grew. Could I call him Sir after I was punished? I didn't think so, and I wanted to. More time to think, and again the tape played. I was being punished for calling him Sir, and would be again, if I did so again. But why? Because I had lied with the fake orgasm, that's why. I had never been punished for the lie. I had never been punished for the fake orgasm. Why not? Because I wasn't his sub, and he DID expect me to lie, that's why. Only when I acted like his sub was I punished. So...stop acting like his sub! But I wanted to submit to him. So, I knew what I had to do. I looked into the camera and told him. I explained that I knew I lied, the orgasm was fake. I explained that I knew why he was upset, and all of that. Then I explained that since my lie, my fake orgasm, I had grown to want to submit to him. I pleaded that if I could I would take the lie back, but I couldn't. I explained that I knew, I understood that I must be punished for the lie. That this punishment was for calling him Sir, not for the lie. I explained that if I ever was to serve him, I would have to be punished for the lie, and that punishment must be severe. I knew what I had to do. I grabbed the eyepiece. I held it. I spun around, back to the camera. I lifted one foot, reached down, and conected one of the ankle cuffs attached to the wall to my one ankle. One leg was elevated. I knew I couldn't attach all four limbs, but I hoped I could get one ankle, and one wrist. With one leg elevated, and one on the ground, I managed to attach one wrist. That is as far as I could go alone. I screamed "K, I understand, and deserve your punishment. I want it. I am waiting for it. Punish me so I may serve you!" Absolutely nothing happened. I was sure I had it figured out right. But nothing happened. I was frustrated. I began to try and figure out what was wrong. I took a huge risk. But I thought that this is what was needed. I screamed the same thing again, only this time, I didn't call him K, I called him Sir. I waited, and I heard the door open. It had worked. I was in for a seere punishment, but it was what I wanted, hoped for, and had worked for. For sure I am not a pain slut. I hate pain. I hate punishment. I despise masochists, and I won't play with sadists. I prefer no pain at all, but I knew this one time, it was what I needed. To be clean. To be rid of the lie. So I could serve. I wanted to serve. He touched my back, and lightly slapped my ass. It was him. It was Sir. The eyepiece was on, and I felt him secure me in the other restraints. I was about a foot off the floor, spread eagle, cuffed to the wall, facing the wall. I used my arms to hold myself up. To lessen the gravity pulling me down. Nothing happened. He wasn't doing anything. Why not! I heard him walk to the table, and I knew he was getting the punishment devices. I was scared. I hate pain, but I was ready. I wanted this. I wanted it so badly. More in a sec.
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