esotericjon
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Joined: 4/20/2005 From: Atlanta GA USA Status: offline
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Hello - this is a copy of a post from me on another board I thought I laid out my situation succintly, and as I am new here, I thought I'd repost in this forum I as well, suffer from a form of mental diffulculties. While not an ilness, a disease, or anything along those lines, it nonetheless manifests along the same lines, which I have noticed after nine years of suffering with it. In 1996, I suffered an aneurysm in my brain, which caused a subarachnoid hemmorraghe. It turns out that I was very lucky to have survived and to still be cognizant after this injury. I now have double vision, somewhat weak motor skills, balance issues at times, and chronic migraines. That is all I can think of dealing with the physical manifestations at this time. Now, for the mental problems: I have a truly abhorent memory, which is almost constant. The following are sporadic: decision making abilities, poor judgment, impulsivity, irrational thoughts, and other higher tier reasoning skills. I am fascinated by the possibilities od D/s, and have been for quite some time. Should one with my limitations have any hope of finding a dominant willing to take all this on? After reflecting on thought processes for so many years now, I am fairly aware of my liabilities, but I know that I still have a lot of love and willinginess to please in me. Any ideas, suggestions, advice, etc. is greatly appreciated Jonathan
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