slavejali
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I'm not gonna talk about gun laws, my personal opinion means nothing (even if I could sort it out enough to work out if I had one or not over this issue). When I read the story about this shooting I starting thinking about all those students deaths, I started thinking about the gunman himself. I started thinking about what could have caused this tragedy. I started remembering back to school and how cruel children can be, although I was never picked on myself I do recall certain children that were singled out for being different and them being so upset. I started thinking about kids who lived in abusive households and kids that have been through all kinds of horrible circumstances and wondered what happened to all of them? When people become adults, they dont automatically "grow up" or become "mature" or "wise up", most of the times they are carrying around with them a whole garbage bag full of their past melded with their individual personality. Adults in my thinking, for the most part are just little children in big peoples bodies. I wondered about how many walking time-bombs there are out there. I wondered about the kids who picked on others, if they ever thinking about the repercussions of their actions. I wonder what sense of responsibility they carry with them for the acts they have committed. I wonder if they ever "wised-up". Considering the state of the world and all the shit that goes on in the adult-world, I highly doubt it. Most adults act through a sense of self-preservation, thinking only of themselves and their immediate comfort circle and don't really give a shit about another human being. Adults still carry with them jealousy, hatred, close-mindedness, suspicion of anything different, prejudices..the list goes on. I've had some dealings with people with mental health issues, its so fucked up trying to deal with those types of personalities.. those people were kids too at some time. Dealing with someone with mental health issues is like being brought into another world full of craziness, crazy ideas, thoughts, attitudes. There is no real "relating" to them. Sure if someone get depressed a lot, you can "relate", everyone feels down at some time...but if its on a day to day basis that effects theirchoices, lifestyle and the way they interact with people..well for someone not depressed, someone balanced...its a pretty hard thing to have a relationship with someone like that, its tiring, insane and not really an appealing way to have to spend a lot of time and energy on. So anyways, I got to thinking, if this guy did have mental health issues, apart from being picked on from being different...nothing anyone could have done, or said, would have prevented the circumstances that occurred...a broken mind is just that..there is no relating to it in a way they can "hear". So anyways, I wondered about all these things, wondered about the "causes" of a situation like this, and ive come to the conclusion, that I cannot point the finger of blame anywhere, cause I really can't figure it out, there are so many factors..when did it all begin? What was the original cause? I really don't know a thing. I certainly don't think its about "gun laws". All I can be is sad for the circumstance, the entire circumstance and do my little bit to try and be a nicer person, knowing that even then, some people, some situations will not respond to that..and shit is going to happen in this world cause thats the nature of this world..its all pretty much fucked up.
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