blueeyesbear
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well I have been in the lifestyle real time for alittle over 10 years. I don't know it all and will never claim that i do. im always looking to learn something new or to enjoy what i have experianced in the past as well. I have my hard limits yes and will give them to those that request of them. But I also have my curiosities to many new things that either i am to shy or just a bit afraid of them. I hope to overcome my shyness and my fears, as I must if I am ever going to be able to try something knew.
What are my needs: control,guidance, love, and communication are the top of the list.
Im not the hubba hubba hunk or anything like that I have my flaws. But I also have experiance and I also am a strong willed achiever always trying to overcome many obstacles and I am not one that just gives up everytime a road block or a sink hole appears.
I live in flordia near Orlando. Haven't lived here that long. So if You say I live here and there I will more then likely not know where the heck that is but probably heard of it. and more then likely will mapquest or something along those lines. I am orginally from ohio born and raised near toledo and moved away and lived in reno, Nv for about 4 to 5 years maybe a bit longer. there I had a wonderful Mistress and a special group of Friends/family from the local scene who took the time to carve me into the person I am today. But again im not perfect and I do have minor issues that I hope with help will overcome.
I am currently seeking a Male or Female Dommiant who will take the time to train me to Our desires. To carve piece by piece away my flaws and to make me a nearly perfect image of Them.
I started the lifestyle in M/s. Was trained for awhile as a slave and I sometimes carry those traits with me. But I also have forgotton some of what was taught to me. I was then trained into D/s. And carved into my Former Mistress's image.
Would I ever consider being a slave again. For the right person and that person would understand that it takes time and alot of patience then yes I would. Why because a part of me misses being a slave, but I cannot classify myself as a slave because it has been soooo long and I have forgotton soooo much. and would need someones Strict yet loving, and patient care to make me that perfect slave for them.
I look like any other male you might select at random. Im not any more likely to be slight of build or physically less developed than any other man. In my experience, the majority of male subs are average in looks, physique and came from all ages and occupations. I am intelligent, as most male subs are, and very motivated in my way of life, i have very good strength in character. Just because I am a submissive doesnot make me weaker then a Dominant Man. I am not one that just because i like humilation and pain that you think thats all it takes to fulfill me. A loving Domme or Dom knows how to encourage her submissive to surrender without leaving him looking like he lost a battle with the weed-whacker. I feel a true male submissive gains his gratification from serving and pleasing the person he's given Dominance over him. his every action, word and deed are directed toward one goal: pleasing his Mistress or Master and receiving Her/His approval. Being a male submissive is not easy, And There are days when i feel alone as i struggle with gaining balance of who i am
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