Aswad
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ORIGINAL: daddysprop247
heck, why didn't you attend mine?
For much the same reasons, I would think.
Perhaps it was karma. Who knows what might have gone differently?
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being a slut in this modern, feministic world was torture.
I can imagine that.
People generally do not respond well to anyone straying from the pack.
You might find the thread about genious and insanity interesting in that regard; a lot of it isn't so much about intelligence as it is about individuality (whether brought about as a result of restless intelligence, or as intrinsic to one's personality).
Just skip the parts where CuriousLord and some others are debating about the existance of G*d by the commonly given Christian definition, that was as close to a physical manifestation of the concept of "talking past one another" as I have seen.
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all throughout school i was never asked out on a date, to a dance (much less to prom), nothing.
Seems familiar from the experiences of several people I know.
The commonality appears to be that they all had something to seperate them from the pack.
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in fact one guy went so far as to tell me what he felt was the cold hard truth: "you're just not girlfriend material," meaning, i was for f*cking, not for dating or being seen with.
I do not agree with his assessment, but at least he was candid about his opinions.
Though, amusingly enough, most of the girls who were considered "girlfriend material" by my peers at that age didn't qualify for dating in my opinion, and were mostly sported as trophies and used for physical relations by their boyfriends, who effectively "paid" them for their "services" by doing minimal "maintenance".
What he is really saying is: "Dating you would make me an individual, which I don't want to be, as I am submissive to my pack. Being seen with you would make the pack disapprove of me, as you are an individual, and I require their approval to validate my existance and self-worth."
I'm not sure he is dating material. Especially not for a budding slave.
I am not sure I ever went through such a "pack" phase, and if I did, I'm pretty sure the "pack" was my family.
It is perhaps a pity that you did not encounter an appropriate partner at the time, but fortunate for your Master.
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i spent many study hall and teacher's aide periods on my knees in the boys bathroom or in one of the stairwells. i hated every second, hated myself even, but at the same time i desperately needed the use.
As I have commented about rape in the past, it is almost universally the case that the majority of trauma derives from the feedback and expectations from society around the person who is subjected to it, with only a small part of it derived from the act itself. In effect, your experiences are an example of this, I think. Your issues with yourself at the time seem to have stemmed from the trauma inflicted by society. Being a slut would not, I think, have been traumatic, if society had allowed you to be one.
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because silly, you make entirely too much sense! lol
Ah, that's true. 
Perhaps I should write a book and call it "The World According to Aswad".
Then they could really see ... well, that they need to lock me up, of course ... for their own good. 
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can't say i've ever heard of the "Slut Manifesto", but the title alone reeks of feminism and female empowerment, ideals that couldn't be more contradictory to my own beliefs, values and way of life.
Quite on the contrary, in a way. At least, I would not call it a feminist text. I will quote:
[...] Women hated me because I was a slut and would give my pussy away to their boyfriends without demanding what they demanded in exchange. My free pussy lessened their value [...]
If you're interested, you'll find that and various people's musings on the topic at this node on Everything2.
Our views on the natural role of the female are very different, but I find myself in agreement with most of the things you write on this board, and must say it is a pity women like you are so rare (at least in my experience). In very many ways, you fit the bill perfectly for what I would seek in bringing an additional slave into the household.
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my Master and i have a page on yahoo, where i once wrote a blog about this very subject...the trials, tribulations, and beauty of being a natural born slut.
If you'd care to email me a link to it, that'd be a most interesting read.
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of those who posted comments, very few seemed to understand precisely what i meant by the word "slut," and how it is not a sexy petname or exercise in verbal humiliation, but just a cold, simple statement of fact.
Many people have trouble grasping the sense of words beyond their colloquial meaning. Some, like me, have the opposite problem. In that regard I do not think I will make the same mistake in interpreting the text.
I attach no value judgment to the word "slut", but I do tend to use it in its more literal sense.
On a side note, the word originally had a different meaning. Google for slut etymology and you may find a reference to a late medieval (IIRC) text in which the phrase "Sarah is a good slut", or somesuch, occurs, in a very different sense than the modern use. Words change a lot over time, and it can be frustrating. Like how flæsk, mete and fod came to be the words flesh, meat and food, while their original meanings are what we now call meat, substantial meal and animal feed, respectively. And people wonder why dead languages and synthetic languages hold appeal for me. ~lol~
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From then on I knew: God doesn't make the world this way.
We do." -- Rorschack, Watchmen.
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