julietsierra -> RE: Swallowing Cum (11/23/2007 3:44:07 AM)
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I never had a problem with taste. I didn't have a problem with texture. Or any of the other reasons people have given here. Still, I just couldn't do it. And fortunately for me, my Master never pushed for me to do that. However, one day I discovered what my "problem" was. I had a problem with intimacy. I didn't know it at the time, but what I've found out is that for better or for worse, I equate this act with intimacy. If I am unsure as to how I feel about someone, I can't do this at all. Swallowing, to me, is to have that person within me - a part of me. I need that intimacy, trust, love before I can do that. I started out not swallowing. I was never pushed. As time went on and I came to care more and more and more about him, swallowing became a necessity for me - and most importantly, a joy. juliet
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