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brattybabe4u -> RE: Jealousy and Honesty and the Aftermath (8/21/2007 4:43:59 AM)
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Thank you for that great insight. I did go back and read some profiles. Many were clear up front and it was easy to see if they were monogamous...and those I asked were not offended. I have enjoyed conversations with one DOM who doesn't own slaves or subs and as you said, does not go to the events/parties because he is monogamous. He seems to enjoy conversing and sharing without pushing. I will take my time.
I am so glad you took the time to post. Finally I see their is nothing WRONG WITH ME enjoying "kink" but not wanting to be in a poly arrangement. I have tried one million and one ways to convince myself to accept non monogamy in that relationship...and each attempt failed miserably. I tried to deny the relationship was not going to work because I was "monogamous" as if it was a dirty word...a self imposed limitation...trapped by conventional upbringing....all the reasons. I finally feel into a deep depression denying myself.
I now know I can enjoy the lifestyle just the way I am! I don't have to become ANYTHING except explore myself and my desires. I do believe now, when the time is right, I will find a Dominant man who is looking for the same thing.
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