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A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/15/2007 5:24:52 PM   
amiciaN


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Mindfucks.  While opinions vary widely (duh!), I personally enjoy a good mindfuck and wow, did NChaka ever get me last night!  On the spur of the moment, He crafted a deliciously devious and elegant mindfuck. Since we are still long distance for now (dammit), this all took place via computer, first with IM and then video chat.

My Master has a scientific mind.  That being the case, He expects clear and precise communication from me.  Well, last night when we were chatting via IM in the middle of His night, I failed to communicate my meaning by a mile (or three).  Master wasn't pleased and decided to show me the folly of my words and responded very sarcastically, not something uncommon for Him or our relationship.  When He saw the intensity of my response, the idea of the mindfuck was born.  He took humiliation play, turned it inside out and backwards, then stood it on its head.

My Master took one of His own insecurities (yes, even good Dominants have a few and the best can admit to them) and began ripping Himself to shreds.  Of course I tried to refute everything He said and the more desperate I became in defending Him, the more viciously He attacked.  He finally declared He was going back to bed, resulting in my profuse apology for creating turmoil in the middle of His night by my carelessness, while tears ran down my face.  That’s when He switched to video.  



The damned Man was laughing at me!  He had this huge IVOL (reads as evil) grin on His face and could not stop chuckling.  I had played into His hands perfectly.  He showed me not only how important clear communication is, but also showed me just how well He knows my mind and emotions.  At first I was pissed (hey, I’m still human), but I simply can’t resist my Master’s smile and soon I was laughing as well.  He had merrily led me down the primrose path and I had followed His lead at every turn.  We sat there and laughed together for a good ten minutes while I called Him every Ivol name I could think of.  He had led me to tears and then back again in less than 15 minutes.  It all ended with Him using a particular form of endearment He rarely uses that holds special meaning to us.  It brought tears of joy to my eyes.  Then He went to finish His night and I crawled into bed to begin mine. 

All in all, it was a delicious mindfuck that reinforced a valuable lesson.  I will not soon forget the dangers in tossing out a comment I have not thought through completely.  He is still laughing about it today, and I’m still blushing and calling Him Ivol.  The only down-side is that He is still thousands of miles away and I can’t throw a pillow at Him. 

Does anyone else have a good mindfuck story they’d like to share? 

< Message edited by amiciaN -- 11/15/2007 5:30:50 PM >


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RE: A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/15/2007 5:26:59 PM   
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Yes.




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RE: A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/15/2007 5:29:40 PM   
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Nice. 

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RE: A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/15/2007 9:10:14 PM   
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If my Master did that I would tell him to have a good sleep and hoped he felt better in the morning.


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RE: A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/16/2007 5:32:01 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: MidnightMaiden

If my Master did that I would tell him to have a good sleep and hoped he felt better in the morning.




Life can be funny sometimes....

Last night, NChaka came online in the middle of His night again and we chatted for a few minutes before He went back to bed.  I told Him about my posts here and promised to send Him the links over IM, then I was heading to bed as well.  Before I could post the links, my mom called about Thanksgiving so I talked to her for a bit, then went back to post the links.  In the meantime, Master had lost His internet connection and I didn't notice before I sent the links.  We used msn for IM and had to make the switch to Windows Live, which now supports offline messages, so no big deal, He would see it when He logged in again.  I went to bed certain all was right in my world.

Well...

NChaka woke up and reconnected, including signing onto WL and checking His email, which contained an email from me unlike any He had ever gotten.  The name of the sender was wrong, there was no greeting, no good-bye, nothing except 3 URL's for collarme.  He was pissed!!  He expressed His anger in several IM messages, sent nudges hoping to wake me, all to no avail.  With no time to phone before work, He headed into His day still pissed and remained that way throughout the day.

I woke up to find angry messages and a reference to an email I hadn't sent and didn't understand.  I thought about my posts on collarme, wondered why my extremely intelligent Master was referring to an IM message as an email, as that was the only way I had sent the links.  I spent the first half of my day worrying about having displeased NChaka and fighting tears.  When we finally met again online, the tears won as soon as our typical video chat started.

Guess what?  Master had indeed gotten a strange email; it was the IM message I sent last night.  WL uses the registered email accounts to deliver offline messages.  All His anger and all my angst had been over nothing.  Good ol' Microsoft mindfucked us both.


(oh, that was sleep not sheep... oops )


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RE: A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/16/2007 11:56:11 PM   
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i hate mindfucks!! it seriously screws me up, luckily my Master is sweet and patient. i enjoyed reading your stories though. Thank you for sharing! :)

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RE: A Lovely Mindfuck - 11/17/2007 12:12:29 AM   
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Loved the stories ... and yes, good old Microsoft! Can't think of any right now though, suffering from lack of sleep Myself!

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