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norcalcuckold -> RE: How many of you have a secret (forced)bi sexual dream ??? (12/6/2008 10:46:04 PM)
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GoddezzT',
I still have that fantasy all of the time! When I was 14 I had a several week Bi encounter where I was getting oral from a friend of a friend. I would see him maybe twice to play Dungeons & Dragons. These meetings were usually sleep over since we stayed up all night playing sometimes. I should mention that this was the first sexual encounter I had ever had, a virgin if you will. Anyway, so I am getting some free oral in the dark from this guy and I am thinking, "this is great". The first couple of times he didnt want anything other than giving me oral, but then he started to subtly make suggestions that I would return the favor. I was not interested and told him no, but he was not discouraged or disuaded in any way. He keept working on me with guilt and fairness, and finally during an oral session, right when I was about to blow, he says that unless I help him get off he was going to quit. I said no and he started to get up, well my balls were aching and I really wanted to cum so I said, "alright, fuck I will use my hand ok?" . He agrees and finishes me. I have no intention of following through and try to go to sleep. He wasnt going to settle for that and kept after me until I relented. For the first time in my life I reached down and took hokd of his (thick) cock and was startled by how heavy and warm it felt! It was also amazingly smooth! Holding another guys cock changed something about hoe I felt about it and not more than 5 minutes later, my mouth was hovering over the tip and my cock was rock hard! I got up the nerve and kissed it, he moaned, and quickly put his hand behind my head so he could make sure I stayed there, I tried to raise my head as a knee jerk reaction, but he was using enough force to keep me there. I calmed down and was amazed again how smooth and hot it felt, and I was somehow proud of how hard and excited he was. I kept at it until he came. I used my hand to finish him not wanting to swallow. I felt really awkward afterwards and we never saw each other again. As the years passed, I would fantasize about the encounter, giving it different endings. It was always very hot and turned me on to no end, but I never acted on it until I met my second wife at the age of 34.
I am not sure how something so sensitive and potentially explosive came up so early in our relationship, but I ended up telling her about the encounter. That changed things for that we are still measuring in our sex life today. I am a very controlling person that plans and schedules everything. Laura is a free spirit that likes to be on the go all of the time and hates to plan. She didnt care for me being so controlling, but she liked the security it resulted in. Anyway, when I made the admission, she took it and ran with it. She immediatley incorporated a penis theme into our sex. She would have me look for 5 cock pictures that I liked and show them to her before we would have sex, that turned into 5 pictures that I could see myself sucking. All the while she is telling me how hot it is making her and how erotic the thought of dominant, controlling old me, on my knees sucking another guys cock is too her. She would discuss the pictures with me making me tell her what I liked about them and telling me to close my eyes and inmagine it was in my mouth. She got me to start talking to gay guys in chat rooms and responding to personal adds while she sat behind me and made sure my cock was excited and leaking. She would subtly degrade me for the things I was typing to the guys and say things like, "You REALLY want to go through with this dont you?". I started of telling her no, but she would just say, "Funny, your cock is hard as a rock and you are second away from cumming: I dont think you are being honest with me." One day maybe 6 months after the admission, she tells me that she has made plans for a guy to come over and that I am to suck his cock. I didnt react with glee I can tell you and I was not going to have anything to do with the scene. I said, "Nope, sorry, I am leaving and will be back much later.". She said that she had spent weeks putting this together and just wanted to fulfil my fantasy for me and that she would be embarrased when the guy showed, and that she didnt deserve this for trying to HELP me! I felt bad but I was still getting ready to leave when she said, "If you ever want to feel my pussy or any other part of me on your cock again, you will sit down take your pee pee out and get it hard for her". So she played all of her cards in one big gamble and it worked! The guy showed up and my wife took charge, issueing commands and guiding to his cock by the hair. She kept saying Oh My God inbetween, "take it deeper, go slower, and you are so good at this". When the gut started to cum she shoved my head all of the way down! My forehead hit his stomach and I choked while he moaned and came and she repeated , "oh my god" repeatedly, still shoving my head into him.
Since then sha has had a couple guys come over, has intorduced strap-on play, and cuckolded me. All of which we still do today. And yes, I still think about it all of the time. Especially about her restraining me and giving me to a couple of guys for the weekend, telling them she wants me back broken and used!
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