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ORIGINAL: yours2command

This question has just posed a significant realisation for myself. I never considered myself bi and never found myself attracted to guys. However, i loved the mental stimulation that came from being brought in on my lead wearing bondage gear and being put to use for clients, typically they wanted to suck me or be shagged by me which i did as i wanted to please the mistress. i needed to be fisted in order to cum for them and as time has progressed i started to yearn for bi clients as this was the chance to be in a session and get to cum again.

the wonderful acceptance of being comfortable with doing whatever is needed to please the mistress has taken me to places where i adore the satisfaction that comes from mistress being please with me having sucked them to completion or having been shagged by them, none of this was forced as it only took a simple instruction that puppy you are going to get your mouth round that cock or she wants to see the sissy use what she has got on you puppy.

after several years of this sort of conditioning and even though the mistress always told me that i wasnt bi i have to admit i am now in a new place with my acceptance of a fluctuating sexuality.

i now yearn to be put to use properly by Dom/Domme couples as the stimulation is still ultimately directed towards the female enjoying having a slave/ sub who is to be her whore and holding nothing back. i still dont find guys attractive and am not turned on by them and really in a scene there is a cock in a room with a mistress.

again a transitional corner has been turned and i have met a lovely couple who stimulated my submission to the extent that i now find myself fantasizing about getting both of their approval and doing what is needed to please especially as the bisexuality is so closely linked with my submission these days. i wouldn't consider it without a collar on and i did convince myself for a long time that i was pansexual and only aroused by the situation not the gender. now i have realised that i am in tune with chemistry generated by the sincere dominance and want to please both of them and the more o and a that involves the more i am becoming one with them.

i havent played with the couple yet but know that should the day come i would find it very fulfilling and see that being used for the sexual gratification of the Dom is a reward for being a good boy and not being humiliated so i am now seeing myself as a bi-sub puppy. i wouldn't just sub to anybody though they have to be worthy of it as i know i become atuned to the dom/me if i am allowed to open myself up to trust them, so they have to want what i have got beneath the skin and not just want a thing to fuck.

and i must emphasise that the only time this would be humilation is if i had to cross dress as i am not a sissy and need to be in my uniform that consists of collar, cuffs, leather pants with zipped opening all the way round which gives such stimulation when it is being undone and not to mention the full leather body harness which is there really to give a good firm hold whilst being ridden. Far more practical than stockings and suspenders and panties etc.

sorry if i have rambled.
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