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When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 7:48:12 AM   
breatheasone


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Status: offline 		I have had enough! *sigh* Its been a wild ride this past month-ish. Lots going on with my own family...lots going on with Masters children and His work. I have managed to keep a somewhat level head LOL. I have noticed though that my 1st instinct is to tighten up...keep it "close to the vest" and I know that flies in the face of the openness and oneness that Master and I have and continue to develop. Well God really must love me, because Master had an unscheduled business trip today in fact that I am able to accompany Him on. It will be an opportunity to spend 4 days together. I didn't realize how MUCH I needed this until I heard His voice on the phone asking if I was ready to get picked up (I managed to stave off the crying till i hung up the phone lol) So....I am off to serve my Master 24/7 once again for a bit. And hopefully recharge my batteries a little. 

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 7:51:41 AM   
DiurnalVampire


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Enjoy your few days of 24/7 service, I am sure they wl help with the batteries and the sanity (in that order)

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 8:07:49 AM   
BlackPhx


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You go and enjoy every moment of it.. you have earned it over the past month.

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 8:08:03 AM   
GreedyTop


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 8:13:29 AM   
AtlantaMistress


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Status: offline 		They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, you don't miss something until it is gone...I could go on with more cliches. Bottom line - I truly believe everything happens for a reason, even the bad things. You have been going through a lot, and it has strenghened your relationship no doubt (when if the relationship was not right, it could have torn it apart). How wonderful that you are getting this time, but it is happening for a reason. You only live once (oops - falling back into those cliches!) Just enjoy it, savor it, appreciate it, and make memories that you can look back on during the next stressful time.

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 8:18:07 AM   
Dnomyar


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 8:20:00 AM   
KatyLied


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quote:

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder


They also say.....out of sight, out of mind.


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 9:11:19 AM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: KatyLied

quote:

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder


They also say.....out of sight, out of mind.



hmmmm yes..but we like to think positive... ;)  especially in a happy mood
but yes..both possibilities are there


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 10:30:31 AM   
thickerdenwater


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Status: offline 		it may pour when it rains, just remember that rain brings life and revival. So in a way, let it rain. Your time will come and your relationship will flourish :D

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 4:01:48 PM   
Paulsgirl


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quote:

ORIGINAL: breatheasone

I have had enough! *sigh* Its been a wild ride this past month-ish. Lots going on with my own family...lots going on with Masters children and His work. I have managed to keep a somewhat level head LOL. I have noticed though that my 1st instinct is to tighten up...keep it "close to the vest" and I know that flies in the face of the openness and oneness that Master and I have and continue to develop. Well God really must love me, because Master had an unscheduled business trip today in fact that I am able to accompany Him on. It will be an opportunity to spend 4 days together. I didn't realize how MUCH I needed this until I heard His voice on the phone asking if I was ready to get picked up (I managed to stave off the crying till i hung up the phone lol) So....I am off to serve my Master 24/7 once again for a bit. And hopefully recharge my batteries a little. 

i love the way you express your devotion. i love the way you are willing also to share the small moments of a day which become crystalized moments for you around that moment when you hear your Master's voice.
As an enslaved one i feel completely free. i also feel lifted of the burden that i assume sometimes my Master feels. The burden of responsibility for maintaining his control (sometimes control of self but also always, even if we are apart, always control of me.
And i worry too that my emotions might be too much of a burden for Him as it, i, us, the lifestyle etc., often feels like a roller coaster ride.....and yet it often feels like safe landings, you know when that roller coaster ride is over.
But anyway i worry for Him and want to take those worries away......and it would be very good to spend more time together but life.....children, work load, paperwork, shopping yaddah yaddah....all have to be carried out. My Master has told me that he needs and wants a slave whose life is run efficiently and so that's one of my most upliting motivations: to be efficient and give everyday my best attention and input.

So i connected with what you said about holding back the tears and crying AFTER the phone call as i understand, i feel, why you would do that.....perhaps i am right in thinking that you did not want to add to His burden?

Thank you for sharing those everyday, intimate moments....it has made me think  about that additional-extra-unexpressable quality that a Master brings into our lives.

Have a wonderful few days....it is NOT in my own opinion, the extent of time that matters it is its intensity..


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 2/26/2008 4:37:00 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: KatyLied

quote:

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder


They also say.....out of sight, out of mind.



I was thinking the same thing but didn't know if I wanted to post it. It takes determination and strength of heart to make a go of this in the face of pressures and other obstacles. Enjoy the time together and pull out the memories for when things are rough.

As an aside, "Out of sight, out of mind" is a damn suck-ass feeling..., lol.

< Message edited by NaiveTempest -- 2/26/2008 4:38:29 PM >

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/1/2008 8:12:19 PM   
breatheasone


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Status: offline 		Hi everyone...I just got back, and it was WONDERFUL to be with Master for the few days we had. *a personal note*...I love that one of the ways He "makes" me serve Him is to wash His body every morning in the shower(Oh yeah, like He REALLY has to twist this slaves arm to do that! LOL) Thank You for listening to me. I only hope I can return the favor for any and all of you ANY time Y'all need to "bend an ear"..... Thanks again ...
with sincere gratitude, Candy


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/1/2008 8:19:54 PM   
TemptingNviceSub


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Status: offline 		Ahhh, the energizer bunny is back!!...:0)...I can feel your positive energy from here!!...now can you turn down the wattage from that huge smile on your face??!!...~wink~Tempting

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/1/2008 8:26:33 PM   
breatheasone


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ORIGINAL: TemptingNviceSub

Ahhh, the energizer bunny is back!!...:0)...I can feel your positive energy from here!!...now can you turn down the wattage from that huge smile on your face??!!...~wink~Tempting

Geez...am I that transparent? LOL.... Wanna hear something cool?...Master has another trip to go on in just 2 days LOL(Monday) I have a good chance of being able to go, so my wattage may know no bounds! LOL. 


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/1/2008 9:06:22 PM   
SassySarijane


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Status: offline 		Wonderful breatheasone!

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/1/2008 10:14:23 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: breatheasone

quote:

ORIGINAL: TemptingNviceSub

Ahhh, the energizer bunny is back!!...:0)...I can feel your positive energy from here!!...now can you turn down the wattage from that huge smile on your face??!!...~wink~Tempting

Geez...am I that transparent? LOL.... Wanna hear something cool?...Master has another trip to go on in just 2 days LOL(Monday) I have a good chance of being able to go, so my wattage may know no bounds! LOL. 

OMG!...the glare! the glare!..~wheres my sunglasses?~...Tempting

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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/1/2008 10:40:33 PM   
Paulsgirl


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Status: offline 		Awwww back with mixed feelins? Being without Him for a few more days but a chance to go away together again?
Beautiful time oh yeah oh yeah....
you can mail me the personal details pretty please....i am a complete voyeur (must add that to my profile lol).....



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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/2/2008 5:03:58 AM   
TysGalilah


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quote:

ORIGINAL: breatheasone

Hi everyone...I just got back, and it was WONDERFUL to be with Master for the few days we had. *a personal note*...I love that one of the ways He "makes" me serve Him is to wash His body every morning in the shower(Oh yeah, like He REALLY has to twist this slaves arm to do that! LOL) Thank You for listening to me. I only hope I can return the favor for any and all of you ANY time Y'all need to "bend an ear"..... Thanks again ...
with sincere gratitude, Candy



so so happy for you!!
smiles


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/2/2008 5:20:01 AM   
LadyHathor


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RE: When it rains, it pours... - 3/2/2008 7:10:51 AM   
MissLily


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