Aneirin
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Joined: 3/18/2006 From: Tamaris Status: offline
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Yes, I am normally quite shy, except when I am in the company of those I know and trust. Drink I do, but about once a week, my weekly visit to the pub to harangue the landlord, but hey, he knows me and it is always constructive. Yes, I have trouble with relaxing, but I dislike having to drink to gain that relaxation. I am normally very aware of my surroundings, sometimes that is a nuisance, good friends do it, they allow me to relax and they would be the intoxicant I would prefer. I have asked myself why I need to drink, it is not much a social thing, but a relaxation thing, a place where I can turn off the radar and relax. The last time I relaxed without stimulant was in the company of a very good friend whom I trust implicitly. Female does the job, but a special kind of female and nowhere in that encounter is their bodily contact.
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Everything we are is the result of what we have thought, the mind is everything, what we think, we become - Guatama Buddha Conservatism is distrust of people tempered by fear - William Gladstone
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