Gemini1766
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ORIGINAL: Gwynvyd Some days we all sit in the darkness alone. Some days we feel that hand on our shoulder. If we look through our own fog... and our own pain we can always see a way out of it. I am sure the pessimists in us will say the light is an oncomming train. Just there to roll over us. I have those days myself. Hope some times is so fragile... and some times comes with a great cost. But it is always a worthy cause. It is what keeps us striving. I have had great surges of hope.. and I have seen my way out of that proverbial tunnel. I am back in it now. I do not know which way my happiness or even the light it's self lays. But I do know if I allow myself a moment of stillness and quiet I will find it again. It is in a flailing around that we hurt ourself and dammage others the most. There have even been the times that the light has come from within and I had to do nothing for it to simply be. I miss those days. When I was so at peace, so happy and so in love. In love with everything. I hope to find that again.. and I wish we all could find and keep that in our lifetimes. I wish you luck in finding your light. Gwyn Very touching. And some of us can step back and find that place and the comfort there at will. I know I can. quote:
ORIGINAL: cjan Gyn, your post touched me and even gave me goosebumps. I agree with everything you said. Flailing about is futile and can cause hurt to ourselves and others. Often, the best thing to do is to be still and open. Open to the pain and darkness, feel it fully and examine it closely, as you would a diamond. It often dissipates on close examination and all that's left is the Light, which is always there, whether we are aware of it or not. Intersting take cjan, and I would not argue. One thing I know is that each person experiences it in a different way. So who am I to invalidate your take on it. Besides, it isn't far off from my personal experience. I've actually been there, down that tunnel. For me there was no "light". And you know what? That's just fine. In the darkness that enveloped me there was love, unconditional everlasting love. Darkness is not a bad thing, let the senses go, learn to control the fear of what seems dark and empty, and you'll be surprized at what you may find. Gem
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