PoisonBeatrice -> RE: Do you ever? (4/21/2008 9:15:38 AM)
I left the lifestyle twice, thinking I could be vanilla. I now understand that is impossible for me, so I dove really deeply in instead and I am really happy now : )
Cheers
Beatrice
angelwithhonor -> RE: Do you ever? (4/21/2008 9:25:38 AM)
i lived all my life in the vanilla marriage. and til i knew what and who i really was. i wasnt happy. now that i have embraced the fact! i could never go back vanilla. which many tell you that trying to live a vanilla life. will go thru not being true to yourself. i am very proud of who i am. and serving is the body is the happiest..i walk proud with my head held high!!!![:D]
stella41b -> RE: Do you ever? (4/22/2008 7:09:51 PM)
It's an integral part of my lifestyle but not much more than that. My lifestyle is my lifestyle..
It's also what I do with some people, specifically women, or rather what they do with me. But then again it's part of that relationship, not the whole relationship.
Other than that it's an interest, a fascination, a source of study, of learning.
GimpinDenial -> RE: Do you ever? (4/22/2008 7:58:41 PM)
Because I live in the closet... Yes, and have. Especially when I make more effort to showing up and keeping communications open more than The Dom/Master I was with... However... I know what I am at heart..and I always wander back...
Sometimes, it's good to "walk away" to clear up your head and heart...
I have know a few subs that did just this..and found out that they wanted to be a Switch or D themselves...and a few just wanted nothing of it period and took it as a life experience....
All I can say is, do what YOU feel you need to do.... no one else can make that choice for you....