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ResidentSadist -> RE: I have a crush on.... (7/11/2008 10:56:20 AM)
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Today I found myself talking to my ex slave and her new guy about someone from CollarMe. Because of the 30 year age difference between me and the girl I am crushing on, he made a lighthearted and typical bimbo comment. I didn’t challenge him, I just went on to describe her and how logic could not apply because it had become an affair of the heart. I spoke of the reasons I found her so attractive. I spoke of how she was not immature and even the things that do denote her youth, have been seasoned by some worldly exposure and perspective. Soon they came to see her through my eyes, he retracted and apologized for his lighthearted comment earlier. Respect for her had been commanded, not demanded. I guess you would say I’m crushin’ on someone pretty badly.
I find myself with an unplanned crush… a BIG crush… the kind of crush that supercedes my desire to take a break, rest and grow strong. It’s the kind of crush that leads to airline tickets and an 18 day long trial run because she feels like property. It’s the kind of crush that wakes up the sleeping hunter and has him alert, on the prowl and ready his weapons. It’s the kind of crush that has you look to your heart for answers about the affairs of your heart instead trying to apply logic. It’s the kind of crush that charges your batteries and makes you want to take over the world.
I confess that I am crushin’ on puppen. I never planned it… it just hit me like a fucking truck and I am gonna’ go fer’ it like a rabid dog! I can already see she is as badly infected as me and there is no shortage of passion. Who knows where it will lead… I don’t care… I’m getting on this train and I’m gonna’ enjoy the ride.
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