slavegirljoy -> RE: MASTERS SEXUAL PLEASURE.... (5/1/2008 4:22:42 PM)
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ORIGINAL: CalifChick Joy, I think you're reading more into it than was intended. We were expressing surprise that the OP was shocked that she enjoyed it when her Master was pleased. Nobody said that our own needs aren't being met, won't be met, etc. Cali You're right, Cali, no one said that our own needs aren't being met, that's true but, no one mentioned our needs, either. So, i thought i would throw that into the pot. Sure, there was some sarcasm but, there were also some posts that sounded, to me, to be very sincere about getting pleasure and fulfillment only from pleasing their Master. And, while that's wonderful and i'm happy for them, i thought i would throw my 25 cents worth into the discussion and mention that, even though i'm devoted to my Master and i love serving Him and pleasing Him, i haven't given up my needs or my fantasies and i don't get all of my pleasure from pleasing Him. And, while i'm at it, i'll just add that after nearly 2 1/2 years of being in my Master's home and serving Him 24 hours a day, i have no doubt that He is the Man i was made to serve. He's not my first but, He will be my last. He has spoiled me from ever being able to serve anyone else. He's raised the bar too high for anyone else to ever be able to meet. There isn't anyone else i could ever be as happy or satisfied with serving. If i ever stop serving Him, i won't serve another. If i had felt this way in my first D/s relationship or my second or third, etc., it would have been fantastic. But, they all left me feeling unsatisfied and i knew i needed more. That's why i purposely searched for a Master who was looking for the same type of relationship that i was wanting and needing and, i found Him. He's everything i was seeking in a Master and then some. No one else has ever been as strict with me or has been more sadistic. And, no one else was ever as caring or thoughtful or as giving as He is. He is also the only one who has ever caused me to orgasm simply by telling me to. He has given me everything i was needing and couldn't find with anyone else. There has never been anyone else that i felt so sure about. He likes the way that i serve Him. He likes that He can do whatever He wants with me. But, i'm still me, still the same person i was when i came to serve Him and i still have my own fantasies and my own little pleasures that don't involve Him. And, He's okay with that. He likes me the way that i am and He wants me to be myself. His needs are satisfied and so are mine. Well, i just felt like posting this. It felt good to express myself. That's just another need of mine that i like to fulfill whenever i can. joy Owned servant of Master David
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