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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus

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ORIGINAL: pixelslave

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ORIGINAL: LadyPact

This probably doesn't help, but I don't see you not ever getting what you want. I can't believe that there won't be that match out there for you.

Suddenly the line from the song popped into my mind, which I think is also the title, "You don't always get what you want, You get what you need!"

- pixel

That would be the Rolling Stones.

So I NEED to be alone! What a relief!

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ORIGINAL: steffie

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ORIGINAL: MladyHathor

Sometimes I think I think too damn much and that's where these " why is there air questions" come from--and its stupid I'm sure----many of you have read the challenges we faced these last 2.5 years----this year each day, I find Myself, more Myself since we lost Mom---a better self, but more the energy, the passion, the Me I have grown to be and that ( arrogantly, narcisstically) I REALLY love--I'm excelling at work, home is great, I lovelove the garden and the horses and so much closer to My teen---so life is busy---99% of the time, I toodle along then every once in awhile, the wind blows and I wonder if who I am will see Me with the last element I want in My life---a deep loving D/s relationship---I come and go, think yes, think no--but it is a pull that seems to get more so at times---and I wonder as I wander out under the stars...

M'Lady, not stupid at all. Better to have some of the questions, than think you have all of the answers. Questions inspire answers. You express yourself well, deeply. Nice to see someone couple "deep loving" with the words "D/s relationship." I tend to think people imagine D/s is all about pain - when like any good relationship, hopefully, it is all about love.

Your relationship will come in time, and when it does, i doubt it will be the "last element" you want in your life. Once you find him, you'll want plenty more - and have someone to give it all to You.