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SinLee -> RE: -=You/They are the Resident _______=- (8/2/2008 4:25:16 AM)
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ORIGINAL: ResidentSadist
LOL… Poor little sin thought she was escaping the old Lion but jumped into the young tiger’s mouth instead. I guess she didn’t realize that being Lucivar’s “uncle” means I had an influence on who he is as a young Master. After all, he had just spent last summer living with me and exploring my perspectives in the lifestyle. I was not his official “mentor” but between his mom and I, he had a living BDSM encyclopedia to draw from and decide who he was and what he liked.
He is a sadistic young Master and for his age, he has a broader, cleaner and healthier perspective of dominance and sadism than most with twice his age and experience. I always enjoy watching him in a conversation when a bunch of older fluffy Doms try to verbally bang their dominant dicks on the table while young Lucivar politely, quietly and empirically points out that they are pussy whipped… and I mean empirically, w/o opinions left to create a counter point. The silence is so thick sometimes you can cut it with a knife. The embarrassment he causes those fools makes me proud to see his sadism follow that path. :)
He managed a world-class public BDSM dungeon, attended meetings, networked with the vendors and the movers and shakers behind the Florida BDSM scene. He is a member of the “A list” so to speak and it is by his own doing, not credit from the shadows of the leather family he grew up in. Even the person he chose as his first slave holds my high respect and I find her suitable in everyway by my extreme and ridged standard of measure.
Yeah… from the pan to fire on that one with sin but I am very glad they had fun. I am just sorry she wasn’t honest with me about it and didn’t ask permission first like he did. She not only would have had my permission and received my assistance like he did with that airport trip … but she would have retained my respect and friendship … like he does.
Mouthwash… yeah, prolly would’ve been a good idea. LOL
You could have decided to speak with me about this in private, but you bring it to the boards?? ok, lets be REAL and HONEST then. I told you i was developing feelings for him, i told you that i didn't know what i felt and that i needed to try and figure it out, i told you i wanted to visit him for his 21st birthday. I told you all of this the day before he told you any of it. I also did not try to mislead other people about any of it which obviously, you did. Like for instance telling someone that i fell in love with him and i was moving in with him when in reality i said that i have love for him as i do for all of my friends and that he offered me his sister's room because at that time i didn't believe i had anywhere to go as i was being kicked out of my apartment (mind you AFTER you asked me about it and i explained the whole situation).
You have no right to sit here and allude to me dishonest just because YOU have selective memory. You also have no right to think i owe you any "asking" of permission. You didn't make time for me as an interest, he made time for me as a friend. He showed compassion for me when it was needed most. You showed disdain for my situation, you showed a complete lack of respect for my choices regarding what was then occuring in my life, you showed a distinct lack of interest for anything in my life that didn't affect you directly.
Anyone that chooses to hold this post against me, or judge the drama factor in it, please take into account that i've just been called a disrespectful liar for reasons that are completely false. Most people do what they feel is necessary to defend themselves. For me, this is what's necessary.
Sorry for the intrusion, i'm going back into my own little world now, where when people say "you need to figure out what you're feeling" they actually want me to figure it out and not just pretend it doesn't exist.
~Sin - who may regret this later, but would rather be honest with everyone than hide from it.
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