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MansStrength -> RE: Rape fantasies - some thoughts... (7/14/2008 6:18:03 AM)
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My current bitch, loves the word and the deed-she uses it far more than I do. I take her whenever I want; she refers to it (seemingly at her discretion) as being raped. Her definition is- if she isn't in the mood.
If I tell her to take off her clothes or start to use her in other ways, like sexing her up in public, and slapping her across the face or just taking her in the garden-which I love to do on her knees in the dirt- it then it triggers a feeling in her that she is being taken against her will. Now, the funny part is this feeling gets her hotter n' hell, so at some point she wants it more than if she started it herself! Rape?
He mind set is loss of control. She is a doc, and always has to be the one with the answers. She loves coming home and losing all control, having no say over decisions, being told what to do, and so on. Her other favorite fantasy which ties into it neatly-at least in my opinion-is me using her, but not doing anything to let her cum, then me sitting there, and talking on the phone, or be working as I send in other servants, female or male to make her cum. And I tell them "Not to let the bitch up till she cums." It being beneath my trouble. A key part for her is that I watch, but not be involved. Watch? WHAT?
So for her, it’s a rape of a different kind. She has never been with a women, has all sorts of prohibitions against it, and looooves the idea of being forced to do it, and also have a big black guy do it to her too. I hate telling her how vanilla that fantasy it is. She thinks it is wildly sexy.
She still is having trouble resolving the fact that she loves to be slapped and beaten, and being masturbated against her will, and thinks there is something wrong with her. I have showed her so much material including this site. The most I get is a smile that I am so perverted! Oh my gosh she has no idea what is in store for her. Now of course, I am going to begin planning to make things happen if I can find a girl willing to serve in that way. In some ways it's more fun perverting a vanilla person to this life.
At what point is rape really rape? I would imagine for most the fantasy would stop at being actually raped. She tells me that if some guy actually wanted to rape her every instinct in her would be to submit to him. She thinks men are the natural leaders and women should submit on a primal level. Another fantasy she has had since her teenage years was that she was in court and her rapist was let go with the judge saying something like "He didn't hurt you at all. All he did was rape you. Stop complaining. Dismissed!" And she had to walk out of court with the rapist. Then she fantasizes him coming back that night to rape her again with her then crying but feeling she had to submit to her rape. My particular delight is that she now dreams that guy was me, and the judge more or less gives her to me or gives me rights to her. Weird.
One thing I have learned in my life is that many women have just as dirty a mind as men, but some I have known were far more creative and detailed in their slutty needs. You just have to find out what fills their dreams.
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