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lilsubl -> RE: When I die. (7/16/2008 8:40:46 PM)

And Rule, that is the only way I would "beat" anything. On my own. Hard drugs and whiskey, I never quit them. I just don't want them. As someone who knows things, I know I will never stop doing anything until I want to. But I will not quit. I simply stop. I have not been conditioned to need professional help, and I think in alot of cases it is not needed, and in today's day and age it amounts to paying a hundred bucks an hour for a pill pusher.
 
just wanted to say, Term, that i needed all the help i could get to beat it...on the other hand, my daughter simply made a decision to stop, came to me for about 3 weeks R&R & hasn't had a desire to go back there...it takes what it takes & for each of us, that translates to something different...i don't have the answer for you, but i do know there is a reason it's called an intoxicant...if you're serious about keeping poisons out of your body, this is one of the worst for your entire system....i wish you well, darlin......& good God!!  don't pay any attention to the holier than thou's who think theirs is the only way to live.........




DesFIP -> RE: When I die. (7/16/2008 8:45:50 PM)

How much beer are you drinking? Please be advised that there is the same amount of alcohol in one 12 oz beer as in one shot of whiskey.

I think I was a lot less than charitable. My father quit drinking for almost ten years. Three years he started up again and two months ago he landed in a hospitable. Physically he is recovering, able to eat, walking better. But he's developed dementia as a direct result of the drinking. He won't ever recover from that. He doesn't know what he did an hour ago. He sometimes knows where he is and sometimes doesn't, and he's lived in the same place for 30 years.

Please stop. Go to AA. Develop a life, be a friend, be part of your family. Stop slowly killing yourself.



Termyn8or -> RE: When I die. (7/16/2008 10:06:16 PM)

This "same amount of alcohol" shit is a lie. I can prove it very very quickly, hold on to your head so it doesn't spin.

Look in any store at the beer cooler. Look specifically for the "Ice" variety. Look at the alcohol content, when it is 12.8% it is not regular beer. Even Bud is only 5%, this is over double. How is that the same ? Now splain to me about how 151 proof liquor is equal to 80 proof liquor. Not quite double, but definitely not the same.

Wine generally has around twice the alcohol content of beer, but that is generally. Some wines are not as potent as some of the ice beers or other things like malt liquors. So it isnot all the same, that is a rule of thumb and I got a parquay floor to do, I will not be using rule of thunb. We are talking many measurements and a few chalk lines before even thinking about starting. Rule of thumb is not all that good.

Let's put it this way, if you ignored all this and talked about regulare US beer, most of it is 5%, and it comes in a 12 ounce portion, conversely if you had a shot of 100 proof liquor, qwhich by definition is an ounce, or a bit more if the barmaid likes you. This actually is pretty close.

I got this buddy who drinks shit that is  like 11.5% or something like that. He gats wasted on three of them.

On that note, the relevance to which will be revealed shortly, I don't want that kind of life. He is usually ready for a nap shortly after noon. I DO NOT want a life like that, not at all. I finally get myself in a situation where, while I do work, I get there when I please, and I don't have to get up or rush in the morning. But early afternoon is when I work and do my shit, he is snoring.

You people, somehow, are getting me to apply what I know of human nature to myself. I am thinking about it. Let's say it is determined that too much beer is bad, physically, regardless of alcohol content. Let's say I take that, and decide I am going to move up to the 5 or 6% beer, but drink less of it.

Where does that get me ? I'll tell you where, it gets me into my buddy's trick bag, which like I said, is somewhere I do not want to go.

So that is essentially that. If I make the decision to seriously cut down or stop, I will keep you posted. I will not need help for that because I have seen the trap. But maybe I didn't see how close I am to it's closing jaws.

Let me put it this way, I said I appreciated the responses and I meant that. I asked for them I got them and each one carries some weight.

And I have noticed something about the eating situation, there are certain things I can eat. Not long ago I made a small batch of kash, and had a huge plate of it with no problem. Also a decently spiced tomato based dish with pasta goes down well. But both of these ar something I eat rarely. Good ole pot of spagetti, I might pass and order a salad. The kash is a different story though. There are a few other things.

But now like when it isnot practical to cook, and I order something I try to get a salad or decent sandwich. Actually I stumbled on a way to get a good one, order the antipasta salad (this is not antipasto, it is a salad with lettuce and all that), and you tell them add five chicken strips. They throw them on top and that actually melts the cheese a bit.

Tryig to stay out of carbs, but I like them, and so does my body. I try to get pretty healthy food, but it is that which makes me well you know.

But the stuff that will really kill me,my body seems to like. Like the kash, I had a heapin helpin o that, whole full size plate. And I was surprised at how much I ate. And folks, you CAN'T eat this stuff every day, it is not meant for that. While made with all natural ingredients, there is ALOT of butter and grease, I'd say four times a year max.

And spagetti, or GOOD spagetti. By GOOD I mean that it has meatyballs and chunks of sausage in it at the very least, and hopefully so western style ribs. Regular spagetti is morelike getting a couple pounds of groundmeat, chop it up add onions and garlic or whatever. Whether it is mixed or served seperately, even if it not spagetti but some other kind of past. Alot of people still refer to it as spagetti. Don't ask me why.

My mind made the decision to order the salads and such, did I go wrong here ? Something to consider.

Enough for now.

T



Thadius -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 1:59:58 AM)

Heya Term,

Glad to see you are looking at what you are eating, I still haven't gotten disciplined enough to do so... I enjoy me some greasy fatty foods, I enjoy eating, but cannot rule out eating anything, I try to remember moderation but when something tastes good and I don't have to worry about weight gain.... well you get the idea.

I was just thinking, and am a bit too lazy to go back and look.  Are you drinking for the buzz, or because you like the taste?  Either way, you might even think about mixing in a 6 or 12 of one of those non-alcohol beers (I know they lie when they call it that because they still have some alc content).  Experimenting with where to mix em in might lead to prolonging the buzz without doing as much damage to the innards... Just a thought.

Good luck with your journey man, as you know nobody can make those decisions but you.
Thadius



ResidentSadist -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 6:17:08 AM)

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ORIGINAL: Hippiekinkster
Just for you, Term.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=5361904742110313124&q=trailer+park+boys&ei=CQ19SOTkMpjK2wKp3Ilg

jesus... that was awesome... I watched the whole thing



Termyn8or -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 9:15:40 AM)

HK, you have outdone yourself, I am near speechless, which in this vernacular means this post will be less than 31 paragraphs.

I want a DVD of this, but I doubt I know many people who would have the attention span to watch it. I would also have to explain the ending to almost everybody.

"What could he do that's worse than calling the police ?". I got a big kick out of that.

If you liked that, you probably liked Pulp Fiction. If so Reservior Dogs is a must see.

But this one takes the cake in certain aspects, what was it ? "I got a hundred for groceries and fouteen hundred for booze" ? Something like that.

Thanks HK, I really got a kick out of that. The dude in court, what is he nuts ? I cracked up during that whole scene. And when the guy "suspended" those dudes, I used to call that sanctioning. And if I sent someone with bail money and they did not show up with the person I intended to bail out, an apology would not cut it. Despite some anomalies, it was great.

Actually I am glad to be out of all that kind of shit. I simply don't play anymore. Not only am I not tough enough anymore, I simply don't want to do it.

I really liked that ending, because they stole that hash. These schmucks couldn't even get rid of it. If my idiots were that bad I would have my boodle and get the fuck out of town.

Maybe I should clean up, get straight, start working out for the next couple of years. My sparring partner is still around, and up to it. I could be back in the game by age 50. With any luck at all I would be able to retire at 60.

Naw, fuck it.

T



sub4hire -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 9:28:17 AM)

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ORIGINAL: Termyn8or




And I have noticed something about the eating situation, there are certain things I can eat. Not long ago I made a small batch of kash, and had a huge plate of it with no problem. Also a decently spiced tomato based dish with pasta goes down well. But both of these ar something I eat rarely. Good ole pot of spagetti, I might pass and order a salad. The kash is a different story though. There are a few other things.



My mind made the decision to order the salads and such, did I go wrong here ? Something to consider.

T


Haven't read much of this since it started getting hi-jacked.  Have read the last page though.  So, it sounds as though you are getting older and your body is changing?  What you could once eat you can no longer eat?  Like grease for me...some of these bars around here...well ALL OF THESE BARS AROUND HERE, sell nothing but grease.  More so than even a fast food place.  I get real sick when I eat at a bar..hence I don't eat there anymore.

Also you know the thing with tomatoes..cilantro...other stuff..other stuff...that also could be doing you in with the salad right now.  Grow some of your own if you still have time where you live.




cjan -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 12:54:17 PM)

Hey, Term, this might cheer ya up...besides, the guy "only" drinks beer too...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cl_KB-mZyGM&feature=related



Maya2001 -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 4:02:46 PM)

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Maybe I should clean up, get straight, start working out for the next couple of years. My sparring partner is still around, and up to it. I could be back in the game by age 50. With any luck at all I would be able to retire at 60.

Naw, fuck it.

T


Sure go for it , that is the cowardly  man's way of living life..by hiding behind a bottle and drinking themselves into a stupor so they do not have to face and deal with  the world around them.... it takes a lot stronger person that you are ....to say enough and regain control over their lives

definition of dominant
ruling, governing, or controlling; having or exerting authority or influence:

guess what ???   you're a submissive to your bottle --as it controls and governs your life  you ..you do not control it and you make excuses inorder to protect it.... your in no position to be dominant to another    since you have no control over yourself  or the bottle and you are lying to yourself if you believe otherwise



stella41b -> RE: When I die. (7/17/2008 5:19:05 PM)

Termynatorze, daj spokoju!!

Term, get yourself off to Krakow for a long break, or better still Warsaw. Take a month out. While you're there talk to the old ladies behind Hala Mirowska. They'll sort you out. Trust me.

Meantime don't forget your vitaminki.



Termyn8or -> RE: When I die. (7/18/2008 8:21:38 PM)

Too bad cjan can't see this.

"I jacked the keys to her fucking car and crashed the piece of shit " I don't do that, I have keys to two cars right now and I am not stupid enough to go driving around.

I might need help, but only for my mental andf physical well being, I do not go out there and get stupid, and I havent done it in about a decade. There are no issues. I have falling outs and falling ins with friends, but who doesn't ? I have problems at work, and with work itself, but who doesn't ?

As much as I have said, there is very little of kmy personal life exposed. Want it ?

Right now I have rehooked up with the toughest motherfucker I know, and he still owes me five hundred bucks. I have been thinking of having him go beat the shit out of a guy who owes me fifteen hundred bucks. I know he can do it, but you can't go get the guy at his house, he knows the locals.

How much more do you want ? I am constantly uder an incredible amount of stress and I have a job offer in Reno. It is looking better every day.

That wouldclean my life up fast.

Fact of the matter is all I need is something to drink other than beer. Someone asked if I drink for the buzz, I guess I do but I want it controlled. There have been days when I drank and then was not pleased with being fucked up, I just want a mild buzz. A million people will tell you that this impossible, but so are alot of other things that people do.

How many people have drank and then wished they did not have the buzz that they paid for ? It has happened to me quite a few times. I learned my lesson about that with thirty days in jail and thousands of dollars. I won't do that again, but if you are my friend I will come in the middle of the night to help you, as long as the cops are not there.

I can drive when I can't even walk,and shoot too, but I won't. You better be in somke pretty bad shit when you call me for that sort of shit. Don't take this lightly. I will die for true friends, and they would for me, but what keeps the world turning is that we use our fucking brains and don't have to ask for that particular favor.

Alot of you might think I am full of shit, come on over. When you see the AK47 next to me you might change your mind. They are not beating me on my turf,not the N______, the Bloods or the Crips, fukum. They bleed just as fast as anyone.

Yeah, they are bad to the bone, until you put a bullet inem. Then they are an itty bitty baby. Guaranteed.

Who else here has been shot ? Because if you have you get alot more creedence out of me, people tell me how I should klive and everything, but they do not know thew conditions.

I could afford to move out easily, but I refuse, that would be running away. I will not let my enemies win. I will not be chased away frommy home, ever. MAybe you don't understand that. I own this fucking place, andf I ain't going nowhere. Period.

These thugs, fukum. And we gotem too. I'll talk to them, even make friendly with them, but here, I am higher on the food chain, and I don't put up with bullshit.

I have won and lost battles right here, but I am still here, most of them are gone. Where ? Why would I care ?

So, I might not be in perfect shgape right now, but I still have something. Stopping drinking is now onthe table, due to y'all. First thing I need is water. I will not drink  tap, nor any of the fucking toxic waste most people drink.

I am also not stupid enough to just quit alcohol all at once, that it one of the things that kills people's livers. Every dead drunk I ever knew quit. The ones who kept it up are all living. Your liver learns to deal with the alcohol. You make a drastic change like that, you cause problems, and idiots in the medical profession, having been taught to only see the surface, they might say "Oh, if he had quit a few years later he might be alive now" and that might be true.

But the stupid fucks do not realize that is a shock to the system. What I do I will do gradually. If I get down to two beers a day am I still a drunk ? And do I really care what anyone thinks ? But I did ask.

Smoking is actually a bit different as well. (cigaettes) I can live witrhout beer and weed, but as long as I have smokes. I used to cost me nine dollars a day, but I found a way to get that down. It's still twenty bicks for a carton every week. Allnice and legal too, you would be proud of me, I actually did something legal.

This eatingproblmI have seems to be abating, I am already drinking less and eating more. I figure that as a plus. But there are still alot of things I can't easily resolve. But then that is life.

But no matter what, I am going back through this thread and everybody who figured it was a a good time to fuck with me ,,,,,, well try to keep your shit together.

If those words came fromyourmind, I can read through them. I will get past your face to see whayt;s really you. But don'tr worry, I will not attack you, I asked for these answers and I gotem.

In a way I thought this wouldbe a "like me or hate me" thread, but it has diverged significantly.

And in the end, I live or die, and about that I still say and always will - SO WHAT ?

T



ResidentSadist -> RE: When I die. (7/18/2008 9:04:02 PM)

Let's Get Wasted

First Drink of the Day

Danger Of Death  (just because there are copious amounts of beer in the video)

Beer Beer Beer



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