BitaTruble
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Joined: 1/12/2006 From: Texas Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: softness We have all been there. You get the idea of something in your head and you just can't get rid of it. You start working through the logistics of it , the potentials fall out, the potential highs, the hows, and whens, and wheres. The further you delve into the details the more intense the fantasy becomes. We are lucky .. we get to live out our dark, sweaty, fantasy world ... at least some of the time. I don't know about other people, I assumed everyone had a fantasy bank like mine. I have recently been informed by serveral people ... that its not like that for everyone. DV tells me often that I am a sick little bitch, and that the things I get hot for would make most people run screaming out the room. Couple of examples ... the other night I had a dream about getting my throat cut ... it was an erotic dream, not a nightmare ... I woke up horny and had to have a cold shower. I got being strangled by shower hoses into my head the other day ... only DVs ban on autoasphyxiation has kept mine unmolested. I was just in the kitchen making dinner, and had to leave because something Micheal said on the gun thread had me looking sideways at the knife block and working out angles. So ok, my name is Soft, I'm 24 ... and I am a sick little bitch. The erotic throat cutting dream proved it to me. How about you guys? ...What clinched it that you were a seriously sick little puppy? I think the fact that this all sounds totally hot and not sick at all! I remember begging Master A to cut me as he was standing behind me with the butcher knife, hand in my hair pulling my head back to expose my throat, knife pressed right up against me .. and, god, I truly meant it. I can still feel that cold metal against my skin. Is it weird that I have this sudden craving to drink blood? ... and crap.. I need a towel now.
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"Oh, so it's just like Rock, paper, scissors." He laughed. "You are the wisest woman I know."
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