windchymes
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It's funny, this is one issue that I really can't make up my mind on. I mean, I think organized religion has become nothing but for-profit institutions, not to mention so many of the people who hold stock... I used to think that, oh, the beauty of the sunset, the flowers that grow, the trees that bear fruit, the miracle of the birth of a child, etc., etc., all was our proof that God existed. Adam and Eve lived in a garden and a snake made Eve eat an apple. Noah led the animals, two by two, onto the enormous arc that he built himself and then the floods came. Moses went up the mountain and came down with 10 commandments carved into stones. (Or was it 15?.....oops, 10 ) A star shone in the heavens, three wise men rode in on camels from the east bearing gifts for the newborn savior who was born in a stable because there was no room at the inn. I miss the unquestioning faith I used to have, seeing it all "through the eyes of a child". Now it all feels like it's just legends and folklore, probably based in some truth. I feel guilty for not believing blindly. But I don't feel it anymore. I'm not quite athiest, but I'm a little more than agnostic. Do I have to be anything? Lately, I've been feeling pretty comfortable just trying to live a good life, be good to people, be honest, don't steal things, return money that someone gave me too much of, and don't mess around with married men. I don't believe there's a place called hell but it would be nice if there's some kind of heaven that our "souls", if we really have them, go to. But, if it's pretty much over in 70 or 80 years and we get burned up or buried, we won't know it anyway. I just don't know what to believe. I keep changing my mind.
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You know it's going to be a GOOD blow job when she puts a Breathe Right strip on first. Pick-up artists and garbage men should trade names.
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