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Surrender - 10/5/2008 11:15:23 AM

sistermargaret

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"All it takes is absolute surrender". i got a Cmail from a fellow submissive asking me what this phrase means, to me. It probably means to me the same thing that it means to you if you are owned, so you understand the depth to which this ownership goes in your heart and soul.

The first time Master and i were alone together, i was just having fun with it, not really taking any of Him seriously ... a boody call, so to speak. Patiently, firmly, He wound His fingers in my hair and put me to my knees before Him. It was the first time i'd ever been on my knees to someone and i was shocked at the flood of emotions. Being a wise and experienced Master, He knew this. He asked me if i wanted to kneel to Him. i said yes. He asked again, if i really wanted to kneel to Him. i said yes ... i think so, becoming more sobor, more aware of the power and glory of Him. He asked me a third time, "Do you want to kneel to me, to my mastery, to my control?" 'Yes' i whispered, taking that leap of faith.
"Do you want all that I can give you?"
"Yes" i said tearfully.
"Do you want Me to own you, mind, body and soul?"
"Yes" i whispered, barely able to think much less speak.
"All it takes for that to happen is your absolute surrender. It requires your absolute surrender. I need your absolute surrender."

After that i thought that the phrase meant one thing, then i thought it meant something else, now i think it means another thing. The phrase keeps taking on new meanings in my heart as Master and i walk this path. i think it is one of those phrases that can have many meanings to anyone who is struggling. W/we discuss it sometimes, but it is mine to keep, a part of Him, a part of U/us.

Sometimes i surrender to His will. Sometimes i surrender to submissiveness. Sometimes i surrender to God. Sometimes i surrender to Life. There are always places and times that require absolute surrender of the heart, or mind, or soul.

Tomorrow i will make arrangements to fly to Florida to be with my Dad because my step-mom will pass away tonight. Because our relationship has been more than astranged since Dad met her, i will need to surrender my pride and haughtiness, and give him the comfort and love he needs.

So, now i'm curious about what it means to others. What does absolute surrender mean to Y/you? Is it indeed necessary? Is it craved?
sm

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RE: Surrender - 10/5/2008 12:18:23 PM

RealSub58

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Absolute.
~noun
a. something that is free from any restriction or condition.
b. something that is independent of some or all relations.
c. something that is perfect or complete.

~adjective
1. free from imperfection; complete; perfect: absolute liberty.
2. not mixed or adulterated; pure: absolute alcohol.
3. complete; outright: an absolute lie; an absolute denial.
4. free from restriction or limitation; not limited in any way: absolute command; absolute freedom.
5. unrestrained or unlimited by a constitution, counterbalancing group, etc., in the exercise of governmental power, esp. when arbitrary or despotic: an absolute monarch.
6. viewed independently; not comparative or relative; ultimate; intrinsic: absolute knowledge.
7. positive; certain: absolute in opinion; absolute evidence.

I can honestly say that I don't believe there are absolutes.
An absolute is like a promise. Once given, it can be taken away, not intentionally, but because another "absolute" is suddenly come about.

But I do know, I can give my absolute in the moment and time it is required of me. But only for that moment and time.

Thanks sm.

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