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Jupiterfalling -> RE: Thrown into the pile of toy dolls? Help! (12/5/2008 1:56:48 PM)
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Hi Dalanius,
Yes, my post was indeed erratic and comprised of the sort of emotions teenage girls exhibit in the Vanilla world. Perhaps, I digressed because of being new to D/S. The more powerfull the connection, the more potent is the rejection - especially when your aim was to grow within it in some way. I'm not momentarily trying to escape a feeling of vacancy and despair, nor do I think myself an unworthy piece of meat. I'm carefull, picky, and I don't sleep around. I waited until I was presented with the opportunity to engage with someone I trusted as a friend. That's all I expected in the end. I do agree with you about finding a therapist. Luckily, I just found a famous BDSM kink oriented one in my area. I always do my best to approach these things with a clear mind and healthy body, but I'm also human and require clarity in return. On one last note: Half assed Domination = half assed Submission, and vice versa. I'm still sad that he and I never reached our potiential, and I just hope to find sexual chemistry again. Thank you for your advice.
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