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mistoferin -> RE: A Master Who Steals (1/17/2006 4:08:25 PM)
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It can't be claimed that anyone is mentally unhealthy or otherwise and even that such a situation could of been avoided in this case. Of course you might be alittle wiser than I, and can judge a situation on just a grain of thoughts without any actual fact on the truth of them.
Just a grain of thoughts? Maybe you may have a bit more insight if you checked out some of the posts that zaynab made public on these boards. It doesn't take a mental health professional or even someone who is very insightful to understand that her posts are not the words of someone who is emotionally stable. There are major issues going on. She talks of abuse so severe that it caused her personality to fragment into at least 20 alter personalities and "many more". She has conversations with these alters and even signs contracts with them. Now, maybe I am weird, but if someone told these things to me about themselves prior to getting emotionally involved with them....I would have to say that I did not feel that person had a "partner in life" kind of potential. But then again....I'm just a cold hearted, simple minded, judgemental bitch so what do I know? But hey...don't take my word for it....these are her words:
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I hope it will be helpful to someone out there to see what a system of alters is like. No two systems are alike, but here's mine.... for what it's worth.....
Zaynab ~ the queen of my alter group, so I use her name. lately, she and I have been sharing control. When I am exhausted, I rest mentally and she takes over. She's been the one on this website 99% of the time.
Peter ~ my ISH (Internal Self Helper), he's 22 years old, average build, nice looking, sandy hair a bit shaggy, he's always on an even keel emotionally... no matter what... non-judgemental..... he's the calm in the eye of the storm... he can get pissy and argumentative with me at times, but we dont do that anymore.... he was an imaginary friend i had for years as a child
Ilehya ~ 22 also, female, gorgeous, regal, spoiled princess, bitter, a bit angry, lonely, a bit snippy and sarcastic at times, waist length blonde hair, blue eyes, fair skin, romantic alter.
Sabrina ~ late 20's, early 30's, waist length black hair, big brown eyes, olive skin, she is my extreme masochist, sexual alter
Estelle ~ early 20's, peachy type, medium blonde hair, beautiful, slap & tickle type, laughs a lot, just wants to have fun, sexual alter
ED ~ late 30's, robust male, bi-racial, very aggressive, ruthless, addicted to sex, xxxxxx rated, needs improvement with his conscious
Hunter ~ late 30's, repentant abuser, mature, nice, hard worker, responsible, good looking, cooperative
Lawyer ~ early 30's, blonde hair, blue eyes, paranoid, keeps insisting I go to law school for him but I'm not going to do that
Jade ~ 9 years old, black shoulder length hair, brown eyes, fair skin, thin, she's spunky and strong, very optimistic
Lisa ~ 4 years old, short blonde hair, big blue eyes, a real cutie
Gandolph ~ ageless (he says), thinks he's omnipotent, his goal is to have me go to his dark kingdom forever.... uh huh, ya right!
Link ~ about 9 years old, short with dark hair boy, extremely angry and bitter, learning to behave, Gandolph's side-kick
Old n' Creaky ~ 99 years old, when she's out I have severe athralgia and all my joints creak and pop a lot, I feel very sick when she visits but I like her so much, she's always welcome, she has great wisdom and is very practical, very nice and funny alter, happens to be one of my Dom's favorite alters, nonsexual alter
Aine ~ formerly known as "the crying baby", she is about 3 months old. I don't know if she is the original me and I am nothing more than the first alter created when she was abused, or if she was the first alter to be created, this is controversial in the DID world.... regardless, with therapy, Aine is not crying anymore thank god....
Alice ~ mid 30's, she is a total mental wreck. Paranoid to an extreme. With therapy, I now have her calm at least and peaceful.
Charlie ~ late 70's, he is an indian chief.... he is quiet and skeptical of everything.
Debbie ~ early 20's, the most interesting to me, shy and quiet all the time, but i found out that Debbie has been out for years in fugue states so in real life she has tons of friends, all people I've never met before.... it's very embarrassing but everyone seems to love her!
Debbie is a virgin, is very plain, a bit overweight and is very nice.
Housekeeper & Cookess ~ two alters who are mostly "functions".... Cookess has made banquet meals for 35 people in only 4 hours, including grocery shopping and cooking a stuffed turkey but I myself find it hard to make spaghetti with sauce from a jar.
LeeLoo ~ late 20's, very sexy, she is on the wagon as she had a severe drinking problem, she is bitter and sarcastic, sexual alter.
Miles ~ late 30's male alter, he's the chauffer and drove us to florida many times, as for me, I can only drive within ten miles from our house, or my mind goes blank and i forget where i am.
There are many more alters, but I think this gives a good cross-section of who is in my system.
< Message edited by zaynab -- 7/3/2005 1:10:42 PM >
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zaynab[DM]
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Sure some flags are rather obvious, but it is the ones that are not so obvious that get people.
How much more obvious would you need them to be?
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