taziesubguy -> RE: Experiences of female superiority in real life.. (2/16/2009 11:42:51 AM)
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Thanks a lot for at least one simple straight answer otherwise what you get here at CM is some unrelated answers which are way different then what you expect at the start of the thread.. I started a simple thread which said " experiences of female superiority in real life" and what i clearly meant by that was, has anyone else also has gone through similar experiences like mine and whether anyone else also enjoys battles with opposite sex where females come on top ..as simple as that.. i enjoy such experiences and would like to ask everyone here that "am i entitled to feel the way i feel and enjoy" or is there someways better then others.. people who do not enjoy female domination in this way or who do not enjoy female supremacy in such a way should have avoided this thread please, because i am getting some very weird answers where few people are trying to define the words "female supremacy" and " female domination" and everyone has their own version of the same. I have studied bit more then what i have enjoyed in my life and for god sake i am tired of legal definitions in my life now..I would also like to give an advice to others , as i have received the same through this thread now and that is- people who are more into definitions should pursue with further studies. Please give me my right to be happy and please everyone have "smile on their faces" cause thats whats most imp. in life .. cheers .. lol.. quote:
ORIGINAL: Tavane I also enjoyed "losing to a girl" when I was a child, but it almost never happened, since I was a good athlete, and didn't play with girls. I was aware that I wished I was a girl, so stayed totally away from them, since boys would be merciless if they saw you playing with girls. I knew my mother wished I was a girl, and sometimes she'd try to get me interested in girl things, but I rejected it totally, because I was ashamed of my desires, and tried to obliterate them. You are born with desires, whatever they are, but sometimes don't understand them. I didn't equate my enjoyment at "female superiority" (losing to a girl or whatever) with being submissive, since I had no idea that such a thing existed. It would be like a man raised who never saw a female, so would have no idea he would be excited by one; but once he saw his first one, his life would change totally. I never thought about it in terms of wanting to be the slave of a female, since I never imagined such a thing existed, but if a girl wanted to do something to me, like comb my hair, or read my palm, or whatever, (being in control of me), I experienced great, but undefined, pleasure, and never understood it until I was many many years into being an adult, and realized that mistress/slave relationsips existed. When I was in the Army, I got lucky, and was transferred from the infantry to a clerk school, and then an advanced clerk school, where I was the distinguished graduate, and I had a college degree. Our entire class was ordcred to Vietnam (the first time anyone from that school was sent to the war). Then a female officer called me in for an interview,and I had no idea what that was about, so just answered her questions. I was a bit uncomfortable with being so subservient to a woman, having to say "yes ma'am", and stuff, but did feel pleasure from it, too. Then I was told that she liked me, and was going to have my orders changed, so I'd not to to Vietnam, and would be her secretary for my entire time in the Army. I was embarrassed at the idea of being a woman's secretary, since those were sexist times, and I was as educated as she was, and you need to be totally subordinate in the military, all the time, which I hated. She tried her best, but was unable to change my orders, and I went to Vietnam, and in a way I was relieved, because of my male ego, but from a submissive point of view, the idea gave me immense plesaure, which I didn't understand.
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