Kalista07
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Joined: 7/1/2007 Status: offline
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i'm not one who's into cryptic 'bullshit'.....No offense, intended Pirate.... i wish i could tell You things will change. i wish i could tell You that the people who responded so 'harshly' when they were not aware of who You were was somehow a mistake or misunderstanding.... But, i can not and will not lie to anyone. The reality here is that there are many sick, angry, hateful, lonely and sad people in this world..... That's the harsh reality of it.. People are sick...and the are angry...Most of all they are miserable, and like it or not misery loves company. Here's what keeps me coming back......Not just here but plenty of other places as well. Hope. People continue to give me hope that they can change, they can grow, they can learn to love. i don't live in this namby pamby world, but it exists somewhere within me. At the end of the day, i am forced to ask myself, "what have i done to better this place?" (place can mean town, country, website, whatever).... Rarely has a day occured when i've had to tell myself nothing..... But, again i know i'm not normal by most American's standards.... Truth be told, i'm not all that patriatich. Don't get me wrong, i'm grateful i wasn't born in Russia for a variety of reasons..... But, the truth is i do not now, nor will i likely in the future, know anything of my genetic or cultural heritage..So i just am...i am just a person...i am just a woman....i am just a human... So, Jonnie why stay???? Uhm, because where else could you get to see my thoughts? {eek...That was probably not a good answer}...Because when all else fails i live by two philosophies.....#1. Fuck them if they can't take a joke ............. #2. Keep on smiling an treating them well......it will make them wonder what you are up to. Kali
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“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.” ~~Sweedish Proverb
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